why so many tags.

tagged by Fiona and Sunny [the first one] and another from Fiona [the second].

1. Full name : Jamie Lee Shen Yuong.
2. Birthday : 3rd July. presents?
3. School : SM All Saints.
4. Residency: Likas.
5. Family : Dad; Mum; Sis; Bro; Me.
6. Physical appearances: a.. girl?
7. Personality : u tell me.
8. Good Qualities : u tell me.
9. Bad Qualities : u tell me. xD
10. Hobbies : eat; read; badminton; floorball; sleep.
11. Religion : Christian.
12. Height : 5 feet 6? i dont know. im taller than my mum and sis.
13. Weight : 48kg.
14. Blood Type : O. [dont know if its a + or -]
15. Shoe Size : u wanna buy me a shoe?
16. Favorite Genre of music : ask my ears.
17. Favorite Singers : *shrugs*
18. Favorite Season : definitely autumn.
19. Favorite Food : if there's cheese, i'll eat.
20. Places I want to go : anywhere with my husband. [the future]
21. My ideal lover : a guy?
22. My worries as of now : huh?
23. First Love : kindergarten.
24. Alcohol Tolerance : i tried wine; beer.
25. Drinking Habits : water?
26. Most important friends : my friends la.
27. Prized Possessions : certs; trophies; medals.
28. When I look the best : never.
29. When I look sexiest: what?
30. What's in your pocket : this pants does not have a pocket.
31. First time drinking : my mums milk.
32. Favorite colors : any.
33. Thing you want from your significant other : wo bu zhi dao.
34. Age you want to get married : before i get 30.
35. What you do when you're home alone : anything i can think of doing.
36. Habits : i do not sit like a girl at home. i HAD to in school.
37. Highest placement in school : 7.
38. Difference between men and women : er.. ones men and the other is women?
39. If you were born again, man or woman : woman still.
40. What you think you were in your previous life : a human.
41. If the person you loved cheated on you : if he was i really, DEADLY loved, live in sorrow.
42. Favorite show : uhm..
43. What you want to do when it rains : hide. i hate the thunder and lightning.
44. If you were on a deserted island, what you take : clothes.
45. How many kids : u expect me to say 100?
46. Who do you want to see the most: God.
47. Favorite snacks : loads.
48. Allowance : are u gonna rob me if i tell u?
49. Favorite restaurants : the one in paris. chocolates!
50. To be dumped or do you dump : none.
51. Why did you write the answer to the question above : my choice.
52. What I want right now : To shower. [i stink]
53. When do you think you’ve grown up : no way. i still wanna be a kid.
54. Country you want to go to : paris.
55. What you think about other people : many.
56. What would you do if you confessed to a girl : confess what?
57. Place you want to go with your other : anywhere he want to go.
58. Ideal vacation spot : paris.
59. Favorite TV show : uhh..
60. I feel happy : i thought these questions were for me?
61. Most recent movie watched : HSM3.
62. Movie watched with the most feeling : My Heart. [its an Indonesian movie. i cried in during the movies]
63. Could you marry someone else for the person you loved : my mind is very slow now.
64. What you want to do for the person you love : make him happy.
65. I want to die when : my job is done on earth.
66. You think you’re a player : ?
67. If you found 100k in the road : duh.. take it.
68. When you were most hurt : personal.
69. I hate guys that : smokes; cheats; stupid [not in books. in things].
70. I hate girls that : thinks theyre ALL THAT.
71. If you were to become invisible : i want and i dont. i dont wanna cry alone.
72. When someone makes you mad : screw them. =x
73. Favorite saying : dumbo.
74. If someone you met for the first time were to ask for you number : GET LOST LA!!
75. Nicknames : Jamie; Jame; Jamester; Jam; Jamiejam.
76. First thing you do in the morning : open my eyes.
77. The most important thing in the world : God.
78. When you were happiest : being with my family.
79. When you were saddest : not being with them.
80. Does anyone hurt you before : this is a bonus question.
81. How : killing my soul again and again.
82. Then : get upset.
83. So : tell him.
84. Define FAMILY : Father And Mother I Love You.
85. What are you planning for future : being useful.
86. Your afraid of : crossing the bridge.
87. If your about to die now : close my eyes and smile.
88. Would you consider Plastic surgery : YUCK.
89. Who you wanna be : i am what i wanna be.
90. Things you wanna do now : shower.
91. Most embarrassing moments : not telling.
92. You can : do what u can do.
93. You can't : forget grudges.
94. You really hate it when : i get ordered around. [they have legs too, HELLO.]
95. You'll judge a person by : the way they treat their friends and their mother.
96. People mostly judge you : ? ask them why ask me?
97. 3 words to describe yourself : me; myself; i.
98. 3 words of how people describe you : Jamie; Jamie; Jamie.
99. Are you on diet : maybe.
100. Last thing you want to say : another post below. hurray..

Lastly, please tag 3 people.
I tag:

Apple
; Derek
; Wendy.


this tagged by Fiona.

1. how many hours did you sleep last night?
:: 8 hours.

2. what/ who did you think before you're off to bed?
:: things i did; him.

3. how are you?
:: fine. thanks.

4. anyone in your mind now?
:: him.

5.last place you went?
:: community hall infront of my house.

6. are you happy?
:: normal.

7. are you angry at someone?
:: uh..

8. if yes, who?
:: uh..

9. what are you doing now?
:: finish this tag and shower after.

10. why did you do this survey?
:: cause i got tagged LAA.

11. what are you thinking of now?
:: why is the questions repeating itself?

12. how many times do you do survey daily?
:: when im bored.

13. who do you love most?
:: God.

14. have you ever thought of suiciding? if yes, why?
:: you're not my mum. get lost.

15. last thing you said? who was it to?
:: bye Oscar.

16. last videos u saw that was hilarious?
:: uh..

17. how was your day?
:: normal.

18. when was the last time you used the middle finger?
:: when i was young. didnt know it meant anything. used it once.

19. are you a jealous person?
:: depends who im jealous of.

20. do you think you're bitchy?
:: make me.

21. called anyone names?
:: u DONT?? ==..

22. what are you listening to now?
:: the fan blowing.

23. are you missing anyone?
:: are u human?

24. bet you're thinking of someone now.
:: ==..

25. are you letting someone go now?
:: this is absurd.

26. what is your full name?
:: Jamie Lee Shen Yuong.


27. complete this sentence. "i feel like.."
:: eating pizza; lasagna; pasta; chicken wing.

28. Dakota is in love with me too?
:: WtheH is Dakota?

29. do you know anyone with the name Susan?
:: teacher.

30. whats on your bed?
:: whats on YOUR bed?

31. do you love anyone now?
:: im human after all.

32. do you sing out loud?
:: er..

33. do you love someone you barely know?
:: do u?

34. what do you wear to sleep?
:: i gave up pajamas.

35. have you ever loved someone you cant have?
:: uh..

36. im in love with you, are you in love with me too?
:: ur just a survey. how can i love u?

37. crushing on someone now?
:: yea.

38. want to go to the moon with me?
:: i hate planes; rockets. no thank u.

39. your crush ask for your number.
:: he already has it.

40. are you satisfied with your life now?
:: i would really love to have a twiny weeny bit of goodness now.

i tag :

Apple [again]
; Derek [again]
; Wendy [again]

i got tagged by Fiona and Sunny.

your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
:: first, be depressed. move on after. ::

what will your dream wedding be like?
:: different. ::

on your wedding day, what would you like to see?
:: my family and friends; and ofcourse, my husband at the end of the aisle waiting for me. :D ::

are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
:: not confused. curious. ::

what's your ideal lover like?
:: different; mine. ::

if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
:: be friends instead. ::

is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
:: some people like Sunny [sanTH!!] would know. ;) ::

how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
:: working; married; an adult. ::

who are currently the most important people to you?
:: God; family; ????; friends. :P ::

would you rather be rich and single, married but poor?
:: none. i like the way im living now. ::

what's the first thing you do every morning?
:: open my eyes. ::

would you give all in a relationship?
:: its 'a' right? yes, i would. :) ::

if you fall in love with 2 persons stimultaneously, who would you pick?
:: the one i love most. ::

what type of friends do you like?
:: understanding; does not judge me; always there when i need them. ::

what type of friends do you dislike?
:: indescribable. ::

are you a virgin?
:: what kind of survey is this? ::

have you lied to your parents?
:: yea. ::

what did you lied about?
:: different kind of explanations just to go out. [most of the time] ::

currently, are you having crush on anyone?
:: not crush. :) ::

hint about him / her?
:: i just said it isnt a crush. ::

do you think the guy / girl knows?
:: i dont think. i know. ::

what phrases you usually say when something unexpected happens?
:: alot. not swears though. okay, just at times. =x ::

what annoys you the most?
:: parents scolding [when i have explanations and they wouldnt listen]; people that keeps talking and talking and talking and....; loads more. ::

what is your current obsession?
:: Stephenie Meyers' Twilight Saga novels.♥ ::

who do you short text the most these days?
:: no one. ::

who do you miss alot now?
:: who do u think i miss? ;D ::

which secondary school friends do you miss the most right now?
:: JHJM. when she was before, not now. ::

who do you idolise now?
:: God is the only one i worship. ::

best girl friends?
:: Janice and some people in youth. ::

best boy friends?
:: Joshua; Nigel; some people in youth. ::

biggest fear?
:: im claustrophobic; i hate crossing the bridge [that u can ask Sunny]; i hate cuts. ::

favourite hang out place?
:: my HOMES. got food. ::

if you were to go out with a groups of friends, who would you choose?
:: people that im comfortable with. ::

made any new friends recently?
:: i forgot her name. xD ::

what kind of mood are you in most of the time?
:: normal. ::

do you like the person who tagged you?
:: who dont love humans? ::

i tag:
joshua?
; apple?


yea.. i know i tagged little people. its cause theyve already been tagged. :( so shad. nothing to talk about today. boredness. :(

cant wait til saturday.. :)

JaMie~*

i'm not a girl, not yet a woman.

i dont think im going to school at all this week. xD mwahahaha!! [have fun in school u guys!] its the same anyway. bored at home and definitely bored in school, but excluding the friends part at home. hehe.. honestly, i just woke up. xD as i said, im a deep sleeper. haha..

to fill my time [again] im reading Twilight [again] just incase i missed out any important events. [while waiting for Apple's permission for lending me her New Moon] :D Apple's a very kind girl. yea and she borrow her friends books, right right?? xD im off to eat my brunch. here are some pictures, enjoy. [its not much but, yeaa..]

im not a girl, not yet a woman.
[it means im still young. :P]

i l-o-v-e LOVE this picture!
"i iz having a hanky on my head"

tummy time! [on my sisters bed]
he had fun fun fun. :)
i had fun taking pictures. hehe.

i miss you..

twilight.

aaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! i finished a 500+ pages book in two days!! cant believe i actually finished it. title is Twilight, written by Stephanie Meyer. the story is amazingly.. touching.. i dont know how to describe the whole story. :( read la u. xD part of it was kind of hard to understand, thanks to my limited knowledge on words. xD yeaa.. i didnt take the initiative to look it up on the dictionary. the story was like a drug. couldnt move an inch nor delaying my reading and imagination. so yeaa.. lazy. hehe..

well since i finished it in two days, *sighs* i shall buy the next sequel! [whatever that means. i think it means the next chapter or series. haha.] New Moon. but..... the books kind of expensive........ :( *weeps* anyone interested to buy the last sequel for me on Christmas?? haha.. note that i said last sequel though. cause i might buy the next after New Moon. xD told u its a drug. i didnt think i would still be interested in reading after so many months, drowned in school books. hehe..

Twilights about a girl getting used to a new place, a new school, where she met an amazingly attractive boy. unfortunately/fortunately, he was a vampire. so.. yea, it ends here. xD im really bad at telling stories. dont blame me. :P i think my english improved by a little.. well? dont expect 2 days of reading a 500+ pages book will mold me into a "pro-english teacher". or something.. xD im too much of a malaysian. saddening. :( oh well! :D

miah says the cover of the book is creepy. i didnt think so at first. i guess he was right. haha.. its a picture of two very pale hands holding a bright red apple, plus a very black background. instead of saying,"i have cookies.." in movies where usually bad guys would say it.. its, "i have an apple..". xDDD!!! IM SO RIDICULOUSLY SILLY. im gonna upload the picture of the book next time. didnt have the time to take picture of it. :P its getting late, and i just showered. hehe.. couldnt imagine how dirty i was aye? :P if you're a clean freak, i advice u too stay as far as u can. away from me. haha! :D

oh, and cuzzie.. no he didnt tell me. :)


dadi, i miss u..




JaMie~*

aww..

no one comment. :( so sad..

i didnt go to school, AGAIN! haha! i lied again. whoops. xD ive really got nothing to do at home, besides watching tv and playing computer. my mum watches her AFC, so i cant really watch my cartoons. xD! yes, i watch cartoons, im still young. be envious. :P so i guess the only thing i can do is play computer. but playing too much gives me a serious migrain, like now. :( so... to past my time, i found my book i bought quite long ago, i havent read yet. yea..

yay! brother is back!! sims, sims, sims!!!! mwahahaha! i shall play tomorrow. :D many problems is starting to build up. :( not with me, but between my friends and their friends. i hope everything will end up fine. :( my dolphin and my cuzzie not going well. :( dont like that buaaa.. holidays arent holidays if friends are fighting. i have reasons to be concern. :) treasure your friendship. they dont come often, true friends that is. :D tell them how u feel to get things straight. it solves things too. :)

im going to eat now. hungry. :)
JaMie~*

: ( :

i can't install The Sims. :( heeellpp!! i think it's cause i dont have the original The Sims cd. haha! xD okay, now i know.

i didnt go to school today, hehe.. going tomorrow. for real this time. haha, suppose to go today cause they had the rehearsal for Hari Pengiktirafan, which is tomorrow. i guess i need briefing from Karen and Joshua. haha.. i woke up at 2pm this afternoon. hehe.. deep sleeper.

my nephew's here. he keeps laughing. hes only 3 months old. :) he can shout, laugh, giggle and ofcourse make noise. haha.. hes the joy in my life. :) he can always make me smile when im down in the dumps. i love you. :D my babeh. he wont laugh if u record his voice or take picture of him. he knows. 0.0 naughty boy. hes watching tv again, just woke up. Higglytown Heroes. xD he laughs at the not funny scenes. dont know why. 0.o i guess their faces are funny to him. haha, naughty. he shouting now, cute boyyy. here's some pictures of him. enjoy. :D

old photo. :)
i just took this half an hour ago. hes was watching tv.

found this. very nice. :)

IM FREE

hehe, sorry.. didnt update. don't think i abandoned my blog woh! i was at my sisters house since friday til tuesday. her comp so cacat. got colourful dots at her comp screen. very, very busted. oh, and im, ahem.. FREEEEEEE!! spm.. :( haha.. PMR was, alrite. :) i didn't think it would end so fast. it's already wednesday oh. wooh. 0.0 it feels like it didn't happen at all. i hope spm is like that. xD ohyeaa.. God bless to all spm students. :) wish u all the best!

i had fun on friday. :) i threw all my books. nyehhhh. :D best feeling ever. mwahahaha! i stuffed it into a black dustbin til it couldnt fit no more. >=) hmm, apparently, going back to school is no fun. :( the caunselor teachers organised some activities for us. boringg.. many things going on in the hall. i, part of the PA system team thingy, have to go. :( 3 weeks oh.. they're gonna bring us to a penjara. visit the prisoners. hmMMm.. yeaa, and things. i wasnt listening. xD planned to not go school tomorrow oh.. *cries*

oh, and wendy.. i tried putting a chatbox. i even asked miah. somethings wrong. when i have MORE time, i will try to put. again. :D

seeeeeeee.. books! bye bye. :D *waves*

it felt very satisfying throwing the books, so... i threw more! *waves again*

it's coming to an end.

hehe.. i'm not suppose to blog now, but since my Kemahiran Hidup paper ended at 9.45 am, couldnt help but to blog. :D all i have left is Geography tomorrow. *grin* OHyeaaa.. i can't wait! :D the past few days was.. calm. :D i don't think i did fine. i know i did great. :) no matter what grades i get, i know i did my best. so.. people who isn't me, don't ask nor tell me i didn't to my best, cause i know i did.

i like that they always pray for us in the hall, every morning. it feels nice. it's like all the teacher are supporting us. :) *thank you* i was in Room 3 [5 Perkasa], HA012K081. :D i didn't feel tense nor did i panicked, cause i didn't want to. i get tense when my friends talk/ask/discuss about the questions. it makes me sad and destroys my mood to know if the answer i chose was incorrect. :) oh, oh! and i didn't forget to bring my KAD PENGENALAN. i'm so proud of myself. :D *pats self* it actually feels nice to have PMR. xD ::what am i SAYING?!::

my mum is still sleeping. i'm hungry. :( i haven't change my clothes nor wash up. xD ran to the computer when i saw it on. hee.. :D

was blogging in blogspot the wrong choice? i see little comment-ers. :(

Geography.

JaMie~*

still striving through. :)

taken on 13th October 2008. [first day of PMR]
studying Science. had a free time. haha.. :)
my first picture in blogspot. :D

it's coming! o.o

it's coming it's coming!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!




PMR IS COMING!! it's on monday.. OMG, ITS ON MONDAY!!! *screams*


sorry i didn't go youth today. i just wanna be really, REALLY prepared. *eek* when i'm studying i feel fine, but when i think about how much time i have left, it gives me the shivers. i know u guys say it's easy and all, but there is no reason for me to not be scared. :(
i'm scared i'll get sick.
i'm scared i'll forget to bring along my KAD PENGENALAN. [it happened in my dream and it felt terrible when i woke up]
i'm scared that i'll panic and can't answer the rest of the questions.
i'm scared i forget to bring my cal and my other tools for my papers.
i'm just scared.

the reason why i have all these fears is cause my dad would kill me either cause: i get bad grades or the grades he didn't expect me to get; i did a silly mistake and cause me to lose a few marks.
i wanna achieve very, very badly cause: it's my desire; i wanna prove to my brother that i'm no lazy girl and i can get better than what he got, i can achieve things just like him. [he got 6a's and a b]

oh, and sorry baron. :P i found out that blogspot is faster. xanga very lag. the loading is so slow, sometimes it even failed to load. got tired of it. :D sorry for any inconvenience everyone. :)


second post, yay. :D
JaMie~*

My thoughts, part 1. [humans' thoughts aren't limited]

Hi. New blog. :) So hard to make.. no interested to decorate so much since people only read your posts. Yesh, my xanga account is abandoned. :) bye bye. So here's my new posts, in a new blog. :) yay.


i feel very uneasy these few days. it feels like everything is not going right like it suppose to be. my expressions and emotions are messed up. i feel alright and happy, but i don't smile often and always quiet. when my friends asks whats wrong, i don't know how and what to answer, cause i don't know either. possibilities:
i AM sad, but i try to be happy.
; my surroundings are feeling different. e.g. friends. [they are more ignorant than usual]
; not sleeping well.
; not sleeping well means i'm tired.
; all the worries and stress cause PMR is around the corner. [i know its easy. i CAN worry, can't i?]
; personal stuff i live with everyday.
; no reason.

i feel random+emotion-less. i can frown, but not sad. i can laugh, but not happy. i'm being very timid, very.. me. not us, not we, but me. i'm clueless why. i sometimes wonder, is there something wrong with me? mentally. if a question has been asked for me to answer, my brain will stop for a split second and, my answer will be, "i don't know." though i know the answer. its either a habit or it's just, me. i sometimes feel i do things for people and at the same time, i'm not.

help.

they say when you're sad, it's good to cry to reduce the pain. i find it, untrue. it makes me feel worse. it makes me think more unhappy, past events, which cause me to cry more. i realised that i keep grudges. big grudges, not small ones. [big-matter grudges] reasonable ones. :(


my first post ever.
JaMie~*