[x]devotional book. RBC send them already. yeee!! :D :D
sorry for the very, very, VERY late update. haha. holiday bah. just FYI, i went out EVERY SINGLE DAY during holidays. from a literal 14th to 22nd. no no, im SO not kidding. haha.
Saturday:City Mall & youth. Sunday:Floorball. [okay maybe this doesnt REALLY count. ><] Monday:1Borneo with Edwina & Timothy. Tuesday:1Borneo with Oscar, Terence, Timothy & Kavita. Wednesday:Centre Point & Warisan to celebrate birthdays. Thursday:Centre Point & Warisan with Apple, Oscar & Timothy. Friday:RevoAcademy 1 & 2. Saturday: RevoPartay. Sunday:go out with Lixian & Timothy & Floorball.
and just so u know, everyday was with Timothy. not a day without him. haha, he drove me everywhere. a record i guess? :D :D
[x] went out with Tim everyday during holidays. EVERYDAY. xD
well, here are pictures [recents to before]:
its suppose to be funny. inside joke. xD
come on la please. its Sutera.
Jess; Carmen; Steph: Tim.
birthday.
March babies. Jess; Oscar; Frances; Samku.
there were 25 people.
various foods taken in Hong Kong Recipe. :3
this was mine. didnt taste as yummy. :( obviously, it melted. fast.
Daniel & Chan. 25 tickets, Growball.
mesti bangga bah this.
her again. xD my dear Kavita.
forgive me. :P
Frances' birthday surprise.
this wasnt Frances'. xD
Frances' little cake. :)
1Borneo with Edwina & Tim.
she finds him attractive. xD
she was obviously in the changing room. xD i took from above.
friends. are they for real? does true friendship really exist? i only hear muffled voice and blurred vision of them. will they carry me up to the highest mountains? or down beyond the abyss? old saying: 'Friends are like stars. U cant see them, but u know theyre there.' are they really? i cant see them, nor know theyre there.
friends. i love them, but they cross over certain peripheries. dont they know that their pride & selfishness brings me down? dont they think sometimes their actions are over the limit that'll hurt a someones feelings? they brought me down. like a thermometer, right to the bottom. yes, being able to feel confident & proud of self is great, but they brought me down by telling me im not as good as them & i will never be.
being greedy of knowledge is good, but not letting others grow, uve chose wrongly. if i was the Flying Dutchman's captain [the one who cut his heart out], i would cut away the hurts & everything else, but love. i was injured, cut through by pins. dont they think at others point of view too? when happened to them, they get upset & never realised they did this to others.
i kept quiet. ___________________________________________________________________
its okay. atleast tomorrow is the last day. :D! Chemistry and Sivik. i shall do good in my Chemistry. hurra! Biology was OKayyYyy.. i didnt leave anything blank, but i missed out on a few stuff. >< BM.. neh~..
REVOLUTION IS SO SO NEAR!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! for more info, please visit Apple's or Derek's blog. :D
hubba, hubba, hubba. :3 salads are my drugs. chocolates are my sugar. cheeses are my caffeine. im craving for caesar salaaaaads. with croutons on top. and shreded blue cheese sprinkled all around. oh my goodness.. i need my drug.
T.T CHAM LO............. essays essays and MORE ESSAYS. i cant wait il thursday. im gonna sleep the whole day once i reach home. *plops to my bed* *ZZzzZZZZzzzz* T.T that would feel like a century for me to wait. back to Biology and History. T.T
It's the weak that keeps me going. It's the strong that keeps me moving. It's you who gave me life. It's you who showed me love.
everythings mutating. bad or good, i do not know. like rivers changing course. like birds die in winter. how to discover ur heart. how to know whether ur alright. i want that knowledge to know. the ability to know, you. should i choose the path with colorful lights or with blazing fire? i need guidance. i need u to be open. or else, i dont feel i need myself. im not a performer. im a mouse. im not a fish, but a whale.
the more i study, the sleepier i get. :( study skills gone. brain juice gone. AAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! the only subject i studied was physics. T.T Monday: AddMath; Biology; History; English. die. i cant go back to studying now. using the excuse of floorball. ngehehe.
the cut has healed. but a scar has formed. when will that heal?
exam coming. i 'steal bone'. :D nephews here. ngek ngek. i can finally kiss him. *slobbers* my cough and flu are fleeing. hurra! :D okay. back to studying. :(
i opened my eyes. i couldnt see anything. for a moment i thought i was blind. i recalled: i was hiking on the mountain. the fog blurred my sight. i couldnt see where or what i was stepping on. it felt damp. as i walk, i can feel the ground getting more delicate like cotton candy. and *pop*, there i went."AAAAHHHHH!!." i could hear the echoes as i screamed. down into a big hole and landed on solid ground. i then went unconscious.
i stood up and was aghast to move. i searched my bag pack with my dimmed vision. i was searching for my torchlight. i used my sense of touch to look for that rigid, hard, plastic, cylinder-shaped object. "gotcha," i whispered. i quickly flick the on button. "SHOOT."
no battery.
i then searched the front pocket of my bag pack. found it. i instantly exchanged the batteries and popped the new ones into the torchlight.
*chik chak*
and there they were. the eyes of millions. staring at me, as if i was their prey. they opened their wings and came towards me in a group like bees. they attacked me with their acute teeths and then floated off. they were bats. with my torchlight guiding through my every path, i then found the way out.
spiritually, the torchlight was God. the batteries was our faith. and the bats were the devils. i hope my story made sense. :D sudden inspiration.
ah.. Apple is my stress release machine. yes, a MACHINE. a cute, pygmy machine. with whiskers when she laughs. HAHA. like 'chat hai' berhabis this. xD i went Upperstar with Apple and Oscar just now. tweet tweet~ :D :D
things has been going prehh-teh well i guess. not as bad as i thought. next weeks exam. T.T how to write History essaayy... T.T been quite tired this week. lacking in sleep. everyday i only for about 8 hours? *ding dong* this is Jamie. i need atleast 10 to 12 hours of sleep. MMHMM. thank God todays Friday: my sleeping day. i'll faint if tomorrows only Thursday or something. i ordered a devotional book from ASCF, thanks to Apple for introducing it. :) ODJ: Our Daily Journey.
oh. i just thought of one thing: God is too awesome to look at. we'll die if we do. :)
you said,"dont worry. i will watch A walk to remember with you. that way, u'll be MY Jamie. how perfect. :)"
just shut up people. you dont need to say anything. no questions. not being emo again. im sad. just a human. being too strong will make you fall deeper. im beyond the abyss. sorry: Elaine, Lixian for scaring u two today. :( exam next week. buhbye.
its suppose to be funny.
come on la please. its Sutera.
Jess; Carmen; Steph: Tim.
March babies.
there were 25 people.
this was mine. didnt taste as yummy. :(
Daniel & Chan.
mesti bangga bah this.
her again. xD
forgive me. :P
this wasnt Frances'. xD
Frances' little cake. :)
she finds him attractive. xD
she was obviously in the changing room. xD
very cute octopus.
please, its an ice cream.
Kenny Rodgers.
he's darn sexy.
i iz Zebra.
very cute sauce plates.
and ofcourse, my babeh. <3
