Maybe, maybe not.

friends. are they for real? does true friendship really exist? i only hear muffled voice and blurred vision of them. will they carry me up to the highest mountains? or down beyond the abyss? old saying:
'Friends are like stars. U cant see them, but u know theyre there.'
are they really? i cant see them, nor know theyre there.

friends. i love them, but they cross over certain peripheries. dont they know that their pride & selfishness brings me down? dont they think sometimes their actions are over the limit that'll hurt a someones feelings? they brought me down. like a thermometer, right to the bottom. yes, being able to feel confident & proud of self is great, but they brought me down by telling me im not as good as them & i will never be.

being greedy of knowledge is good, but not letting others grow, uve chose wrongly. if i was the Flying Dutchman's captain [the one who cut his heart out], i would cut away the hurts & everything else, but love. i was injured, cut through by pins. dont they think at others point of view too? when happened to them, they get upset & never realised they did this to others.

i kept quiet.
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he's darn sexy.
i dont make people my idols.

think over, atleast for once.
JaMie~*