its spreading

St. Agnes closed. :( its coming so near to All Saints. and some people are excited about it cause they might close school too. such idiots. :( they have lives man! i mean, are you that happy that someone got the influenza A? i dont hope the school closes. :( i dont care if they replace August's holidays. selfish. :/ its not something to be happy about.

today Ms. Sophia told us something funny. she said she wrote a note or something to her senior in facebook. that senior is studying in France and when she replied, she said that Ms. Sophia's use of words are broken. what more an English teacher is she she said. there was more in between but i only remember this part. xD Ms. Sophia got so angry she planned to get a bazooka or a M16 to finish her up. xD

oh, and during Addmath, Mr. Bala
did you know st. agnes closed? whoever whose sick, do not come to school. thats a very big favour.
haha, teachers are discouraging us to go to school. :O thats a first. we're in a new chapter that involves radians & degrees. Elaine & i went 0.0 blur.
Elaine|Me
*silence*
why are we living in a cruel world of radiaaans!!.......... *in agony*
==..

my eyes cant search for you beautiful face again.

ha ha ha's

yay! got my RM30!! i went to ask the uncle after school and checked. apparently, he didnt strikeout my number so thats why he didnt reload. weeeee!!! so happy. :)

teacher Lim Sok Hoon was absent so we had two free periods. so much laughter going on right after Lixian put a few drops of her eye infection medicine. xD

Wei Li|Me|Lixian|Elaine|everyone [we spoke in chinese]
ei, i lost my eraser oh. have you seen it?
nope.
ei, u know when you lose ur phone, u use someone elses phone to call where your phone is right?
ya, why?
just now when Wei Li said she lost her eraser kan, i almost said,"go call your eraser la." xD
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAH!!!
call police bah. 'police! i lost my eraser! help mee!!'
no no. SWAT team!!
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAH!!
'move move move!! FIND THAT ERASER!!' *mimics SWAT team*
'boss! operation failed. we cant find the eraser.'
no no no, CSI!!

hahaha, yeaaah. then we used a paper that contains the erasers rubbery stuff, circled it as evidence. xD there was more laughter than the conversation above. after everything, our tummys ached, watery eyes and numbed cheeks. :D we tried making more jokes but it couldnt trigger our laughter anymore. hahaha, fun day fun day. :D TULA OLIVIA. DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL. :P

Nigel! i settled with my Facebook notifications already. :D hurraaaaa. no more pointless emails!

facebook

yes i finally created a facebook. apparently, i get they same reaction from everyone:
"ui, bila kau muncul oh?"
"waaah got facebook already."
"yay Jamie got facebook."
okay so facebook is getting really.. ANNOYING LA. why does it have to send an email for EVERY activities that happened. ==.. my hotmail is going to burst. anyway,

YES PEOPLE. I GOT A FACEBOOK. STOP ASKING AND JUST ADD ME OKAY????

candles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRICILLA ANNETHIA HENG!

yay! changed my blog layout. :D i think it looks fine. first time using navigation. but i guess its all good. :D

so pissed oh today. i reloaded RM30 at the shop in front of school. when i reached home to check, THERE WAS NO RELOAD. T.T @#$!%*@$%@#
lesson: Jamie, buy the coupon LAH.
im gonna ask the uncle tomorrow. *Karennn, please teman meee..* T.T God, please let me get my RM30 back. i know i know, ive learnt my lesson. pleaaase. T.T

hot & cold

i was sweating this morning when i woke up for school. i said,"i wish it'll rain." while in the bus, it rained! yay! but it was TOO HEAVY. "nooooo!!! stop stop!! how am i suppose to walk into the schoooollll...." this time, it didnt stop. it rained anyway. T.T so, from the bus, i raaaaaaaann to the gate and my uniform got all wet. it was VERY cold because i was wet and the wind was whooshing. :( when i reached my class, the rain then stopped. grrhh.. i got played, haha. well, aleast i got what i wanted? :D

i find my blog layout a lil too, old already? should i change layout? tell me tell me tell me tell me!! :D okay?

'cause im right here with you.

HOP HOP HOP

okay so Yung bought me this really cute solar powered thingy for my birthday. theres 3 compartments for you to grow grass. it comes with sawdust and the seeds. i watered it twice a day. :D well, until today. cute, small shoots of grass started to grow. yipee! but last week, when i wanted to water it, guess what i saw? a friggin GRASSHOPPER. *RUNS* how the helicopter did a GRASSHOPPER hopped into my room?! when it comes to grasshoppers, im very afraid and grossed out.

anyway, i killed it. THEN, there was another one today. T.T whyyyy.... killed it with my cup mat. and, its watery stuff splurt and.. conclusion is, it died. i shall give up on growing the grass. and just keep the solar thingy. dupid grasshopper.. T.T......

before
after
cute kan got grasss? :D say bye bye. no more grasshoppers for me. :(

where have you been? ive been worried.

er shi wu

my floorball jersey. pretty right? yes, its a very big shirt. :( but nice kan nice kan nice kan?? :D number choose by own self. Oscar chose 7. Terence chose... 12? lets synchronize people! :D

the laze

i know, im suppose to study. but im just too lazy. and my mood is coming back. uhhhhh.. hate it.

ive decided. im not going Installation Night. have fun you formal attired peopleelo. i shall stay home, hugging my jacket, watching tv, eating chocolates. phone will put aside. no one texts me anyway. i need my red bean ice cream badly. ughhhh..

i need something to make me study. feel so frustrated and upset at the same time now. both emotions at myself. fool. aghk.

Olivia & i. [bangga la you this, haha]

Olivia me Dean
Jamie, can i borrow your peka?
NO.
*angry. walks away*
*do peka*
Jamie, you have to learn how to say no.
ahh ahh. *continue doing peka*
say no.
noh.
no.
noh.
NOO.
noh.
say NO.
NOH.

updated my xanga btw. please visit. :)

on medications

me love her.

so many people starting to get sick including me. :( started to have sore throat today then it slowly proceeded to having fever. high fever now. temples hurt so badly and my body is so sore. my eyes feels swollen, hot and watery. a very small appetite. im not going school tomorrow, but will be going to CF. dont worry Adriel, i'll be there.

Ujian Setara coming. please. let me be able to study. :( finally finished writing my aural. memorizing it would be tricky. i dont want Jacob to be my English teacher. :( please with strawberries on top?

yhsiw ewuo eher hoter mdlo ..hgise

warning: vulgarities.

theres this student from my tuition. a from 2 dude. he thinks he sooooo damn smart. he laughs at people when they got the wrong answer. the people he laughed at is form 3 & 4. when teacher tells a joke, not funny one la, he laughs so loud just to show people he 'gets it' and its REALLY funny. so stuck up man. ARGH.

my aunt sent me home just now from tution. her son and my mum was in the car. we had to make U-turn. its kinda hard to see it during the night so my mum told my aunt where the way was. that bloody cousin of mine so damn rude.

mum him

u turn here ah.
he sort of whispered: u think my mum dont know meh. say so many times. my mum smarter than you la.

my aunt just stayed quiet. damn it i feel like slapping him in the face for saying that about my mum man. for goodness sake have some manners la! one of the thing i really hate talking about my family is cause i cannot stand the two wives both my uncles married. SO RUDE. ARGH. i'll get them one day. so what if their son is a basketballer? he have no bloody brains. the other one stopped school. the two girls vandalises. one of them smoke even. ARGGGHHH!!! im not saying i wished i had better aunts and uncles. i just wished they AT LEAST teach their children manners.

i complaint to my mum. she said its okay. shes like the best mum in the world for me. she calms and soothes me down. and i wont let anyone bully her anymore.

fink fink fink.

i think im going to miss Miss Sophia. :O her sick and silly jokes and stories really is something. her way of teaching and advising is so clear and can be understood. why are all the amazing teachers going away. :( during literature, we reached a new title called Monsoon History. she elaborated it really funnily.

you know what is moths? the ugly cousins of butterflies.

im deciding if i should go Installation Night. reasons why i,
should go: i most probably wont be going to Prom Night because Sunny is selfish. xD he's not bringing anyone anywaaayy.. :P i dont want to miss hanging out with the seniors, because i'll be a senior next year and there's no more fun in that. :( Karen and Olivia wants me to go.
should not go: no dress. ticket is expensive. rm50 ohhh. the people who are going mostly know how to dress up and groom. i might show up looking like a clown.

ive booked a ticket though. :D Karen chose 0023. cause thats her favourite number and i chose 0025. the ticket is, pink. a pretty pink. very beautifully designed. :)

apparently, my swollen lymph still hasnt healed yet. :( i ate all of my antibiotic the doctor gave already. it doesnt hurt anymore. uh oh. 0.0 i need a check uppp!! but i guess if i REALLY have to go for a surgery, i think it would be a big experience and an amazing stamp to my life. :):

oh, and im so so so addicted to Marie Digby's song. go check her songs out. :D

so howww? :/

sometimes you just gotta obey your head than your heart.

!!!!

I FORGOT ABOUT TTSS BAZAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! STEFFI IM SO SORRRYYYYYY!!!!
*SLAPS SELF*

mellow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!
Happy Belated Birthday Deved. :P
Happy Belated Birthday Samson.

yes, i did not join 7K nor went to Jesus Festival. :( my nephew's birthday is on Monday, but we celebrated it yesterday. i helped prepare stuffs and take care of my nephew. 200 people man. and dont forget the children they bring. wooh. people started coming at 7pm. i left at 12am. imagine those hungry people, haha.

unexpect the expected

JaMie~*

im alivee!!

so u guys remember the post i talked about the big round bump behind my ear thing? yeah well i went to the doctor to check on it today. he poked it and it hurt. :( he said that i have to go for surgery. T.T to extract the thingy out. some ball of liquid, he said. :( im gonna dieee. i dont waaant needles to poke through the back of my eaarr.
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OKAY. i was kidding about the surgery thing. haha. doctor just said that my lymph got swollen and said thank goodness it hurts. because if it does not and it grow bigger, surgery. really, really. hahaha. aw come on. teeny bit infection cant hurt Jamie. :D

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Watin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

/ Adele.

JaMie~*

severe migraines & headaches

just in case you were wondering, migraines & headaches are 2 different things.
migraine: an extremely severe paroxysmal headache, usually confined to one side of the head and often associated with nausea; hemicrania.
headache: a pain located in the head, as over the eyes, at the temples, or at the base of the skull.
im now having headache. if i stare at the computer even longer, i get migraine. kapish? :D

i skipped school today, ehe. both lazy & tired. couldnt sleep during the night. disturbing thoughts clouded the word SLEEP. :( i think i need to get my study mood turned on. someone ugut me to force me to study please? :D

this is a very very nice song. :) perfect duet.
James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

Feels like I spent all this time talking to walls
Feels like I gotta let go of the way it was before
Are your really there? Are you made of stone?
Am I talking to someone or am I here all alone

/ Marie Digby

JaMie~*

BAZAAR, again. :D

maniac on the loose!!

the FIRST & the ONLY picture of & with Elaine.


*checking the pole out*

me: its mineeee!!
Oli: let go!! its MINE!!

nah, lets just surround it.

we love trees. :D



i finally know how my back looks like. xD



love this picture. :)




xD!

i didnt know my legs looked like thaat. no one SS with me so i did it myself. :P






fresh man, fresh.

tiredd.

im home babeh. bazaar was awesome. :D many many people. not fully packed, just many. fried chicken wings the whole day. there was layer of oil at my face until the rain cant even penetrate it. i got immune to the oil 'PAK-ing' to my skin. it even 'PAK-ed' to my finger. it still feels spicy. ouch. :( running, yelling, cooking, soaked, frustration, rushed, irritated, hungry, bloated, thirst, cramp, relax, tired. overall, it was an awesome day. :)

one more thing. THE CLOWN WAS SO SCARY I RAN AWAY FROM IT, BUT IT FOLLOWED MEEEE. T.T

the guys did a great job. they sold kit-chai pinggg. so pandaaai. :D

i didnt get to spend time with my seranta babes. :( but i DID hugged Steffi. =3

the sun cant beat your halo.

JaMie~*

BAZAAR!

cute kaaarrnnn?? Wendy gave this to me & another for Karen. :) BE. JEALOUS.

woohoo!! bazaar babeh! :D 2 jobs: Seranta & class. thank goodness their stalls are close by.

come to the Information Centre or Seranta stall right opposite of the form 3 corridor, beside the hall! rm4 per song request & rm2 for a shoutout. :D pleaaase, pleaase visit there.

also visit the 4 Bestari stall located at the form 6 block. we're selling cakes, chicken wings & loads more! semuanya halal. :D

i had fun today hanging with my seranta babes. recording, laughing, drawing, sims-ing,.... & it goes on forever. ahhh, its definitely not a waste spending time with u guys. :) <3

argh! mosquitoes! SHIELDTOX to the rescueeee!!

see you peeps tomorrow at my staaalll!!! :D both. :P

stupid shieldtox..
JaMie~*

photosynthesis song!!

and i thought it would come true...

every morning i see this really bright star. i would wish whatever i desired to the star each morning. i would say good morning to it and say goodbye when i leave for school. BUT, i came to know that all this while, ive been wishing to a darn SATELLITE. it does not blink like stars do. plus, its too bright to be a star, and so i knew. some wishes came through cause i believed that it would. i made it happen, not the 'star'. although i was a teeny bit disappointed, i was proud of myself for being able to fulfill some of the wish i made, all by myself. :)

have you guys look at your nails before? i mean, REALLY look at them. when you wash your hands or you go for a shower, do you look at your nails? u should, because they sparkle. no, not cause of the water. its our nails that have the glittery thingies. they are so beautiful. though it can only be seen with water, im proud to have my nails. nail polish cant beat that. :)

WARNING: NEVER DISTURB YOUR MUM WHEN THEYRE WEARING THEIR 'LAO HUA' GLASSES, WRITING NOTES & WATCHING A COOKING SHOW.

i think i should update?

Keren, can you see Jia Mei? :)

2 days not updating feels really long to me, haha. been uber tired the last few days. homeworks (still piling) and bazaar preparations. im selling chicken wings babeh! =3 i suddenly miss Janice Chin. especially when we go *sicken wing!* :( so, i guess im also going to telan rm50 of coupons too. :D food man, FOOD.

i was watching American Dragon just now. xD there's a funny scene:

88 89
look! its huns girls bff forever.
you idiot! the last 'f' IS forever!

xDDD faarni baaahhhhh.. ish.

anyway, i have this big round bump behind my ear again. i had it 2 years ago at the left side. now its at the right. tumor? fats? bone? undigested food? hm. yeaaah, it should be food. :D food food food. I CANT WAIT FOR BAZAAR.

oh! during Biology today, teacher let us watch the photosynthesis song. so cute maaan!! "....fundamental process and its photosynthesis..." theres a lot more of school happenings that i wanted to update about, but i forgottt!!! D=< grrh.

omg i just closed my whole firefox. thank goodness there's a draft. pheww.

finally a Seranta outing? Coffee Bean malam ni? :D

You can never say never
why we dont know when
time and time again
younger now than we were before

/ The Fray

JaMie~*

i am an american born asian

IF YOU'RE AN ASIAN, PLEASE DO THIS TAG.
After you finished doing this tag, put your title as (I am a/an______Asian.)

Section 1
[x] Are you Asian in the first place?
[x] Were you born in an Asian country?
[x] Can you use chopstick?
[x] Is your favorite subject math/science?
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day?
[ ] Did/Do you spike/highlight your hair?
[ ] Do you have an "azn crew"?
[ ] Do have a 95 average?
[ ] Do you get at least a 3.0 GPA?

Score: 5

Section 2
[x] Do you listen to Asian music?
[x] Have you watched Asian movies?
[ ] Can you rave?
[ ] Do you know what DDR is?
[x] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[x] Can you play CS, Starcraft, Warcraft, Diablo, etc?
[x]Have you played the violin/piano/cello?
[x] Do your parents get mad at you you if you get bad grades?
[ ] Are/have you going/taking/took any honors/AP classes?
[ ] Do you own a Mazda/Saturn?
[x] Do you/your parents drive an Asian made car?
[x] Do you have a distinctive smell?

Score so far: 13

Section 3
[ ] Are you or were you once a fob?
[x] Have you dated/want to date Asian guys/girls?
[ ]Have you designed a website before?
[x] Does/did your SNS/e-mail have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot, dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..,Oo, etc.?
[x] Do you have both an Asian and an English name?
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house?
[ ] Do you know the song "Got Rice"?
[x] Anime?
[x] Do you listen to trance?

Score so far: 19

Section 4
[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[ ] Do you think you're short?
[x] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc?
[ ] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers?
[ ] Have you ever solved a rubik's cube?
[ ] Do you read Manga?
[ ] Do you/your parents save ketchup packets/napkins/etc from restaurants for later use? )
[x] Do you have ASIAN Pride?

Score so far: 22

Section 5
[ ] Are you a very good artist?
[x] You speak your Asian language with your friends?
[x] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market/Nail salon in an Asian community?
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT?
[x] Have you visited your home country at least twice?
[x] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile?
[x] Do you have/need glasses or braces?
[x] Do you like to read?
[ ] Do you NOT have an allowance?

Score: 28

Under 25 - White washed
26-30 - American Born
31-40 - Pure
40-45 - Asian that got fob washed
45-50 - FOB
51 - Hopelessly fobby

i think i have figured it out, or have i always did?
7 months have passed. everything is still unchanged.

JaMie~*

nngggiaaoo!!

okay, my brother has been asking me what phone do i like. he wants to buy a new one for me for my birthday. trade in my w850i. tee hee.. its kinda busted anyway. the buttons only work if i slide it up. sometimes it doesnt even work when i do. grrh. i dont what phone i like!! >=( Nokia has the nicest designs, but i prefer SE. w705? w395i? ngaaahhh!!! THERES SO MANY MODELS. WHYY!! :(

spent my day doing homework today. finished my moral tugasans. HAPPY NOW CHRISTINE??

been thinking a lot lately. i think and think and think til i cant think of anything anymore. my mind goes blank and shut down. my body goes *ngggggiiiiiiittttt!!!* and my mind goes blank. like restarting the computer. or when Mozilla goes lag. hate it when that happens. make me look like a retard that goes 0.0, haha. xD

i feel that i have load more to type, but again, my mind is so blaank. :s

there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
i love you.

/ Plain White T's

JaMie~*

E1 Cell Group. :)

look karen!! getaaahh!!! :D







sorry. the video senget. just watch laa. :D

You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe

/ Secondhand Serenade.

JaMie~*

thaank youu. :D

alert! thank you repetition below!

thank you for all the wishes & hugs on my birthday! im not gonna list down who did cause i might missed out someone or offended the people that did not wish me. all things good. :) anyway, thank you E1 Cell Group for giving me such a wonderful surprise last night - spread cake all over my hair and face and took pictures of it, haha. also thank you to ASCF for wishing me and having my name backwards. xD thank you Miah and Sunny for soaking me with waterrrr. thank you Apple, Oscar and Timothy for the surprise, food and pooool! =3 thank you for the presents: Olivia; Lixian; Elaine; Karen; Dean; Jocelyn. thank you to my aweshum Seranta babes!! :D thank you to my family who have stamped memories in my heart. lastly, idk this would be a thank you or not but i'll just say it anyway. thank you karen for running around yelling "its Jamie's Birthday today!!!" hahahahaha. and everyone who texted me. :) i love you ALL so much. it really made my day. :) YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

THANK YOU!!!

yash babeh. its GODIVA. YEEEEEE!!! :D :D
thank you Timothyy!

pooling! Apple hiding. :P

family dinner at Promenade Hotel.

yeeeee.. ><
JaMie~*

revoking.

changed new song. sorry Derek. got bored of the old one.
i feel random. woohoo.
* * *
i play solitaire when i have nothing else to do online.
i think boxers are sexy.
i think i look like a giraffe if i slouch.
people say i walk funny.
i get excited seeing a rainbow even though it happens a lot.
i think black lingeries are sexy.
i think baby's poo is major stinky.
i just noticed that i blogged everyday since the 19th.
i havent watch A Walk To Remember.
i get cold hands in the morning when the temperature is warm.
i never sleep in my school bus before.
i think Virtual Villagers suck now.
i dont think there's anything wrong with Miley Cyrus & the Jonas Brothers.
im getting better in pool.
i think bowling is a waste of money.
i think it sucks that he got chosen for NS.
i think pink from top to bottom is disgusting.
i think i need my teeth get whitened.
i think 1pm is late, you say 9am is late.
i dislike people who cant stop playing like a little kid.
i dislike people staring at me.
i only sing to myself, not to the public.
im straight. ||
i think Megan Fox is hawt.
i think Taylor Swift has great hair.
i think motorcycles are annoying.
i think the car Saga is ugly with its big 'butt'.
i love mangoes.
i dont eat aubergines.
i think guys who act 'cute' pictures of themselves are total turn offs.
i like tall guys.
i like people who wear watches.
i like guys wearing ties with formal attire.
i need night lamps when i sleep.
i need my bolster and some pillow to be at the side of my bed.
im claustrophobic.
im afraid of facing big crowds.
i have a friendship rubber band.
i think my nails looks fine without nail polish.
i think Sports Day is fun.
i like running and wish i'd never could stop.
i think i need to change phone.
i witnessed that some Form 1 & 2's are just stuck ups.
i think people need a break from standing strong since the start.
i think my tears are just a waste but still do it anyway.
i love Caesar salads.
i miss Steffi's hugs.
i lost my moral kerja amal pictures.
i think i have more to say but cant think of them right now.
i think im done with the randomness.

what hurts the most was believing in all the promises.