Holiday Spreeee!! :D

[x]devotional book.
RBC send them already. yeee!! :D :D

sorry for the very, very, VERY late update. haha. holiday bah. just FYI, i went out EVERY SINGLE DAY during holidays. from a literal 14th to 22nd. no no, im SO not kidding. haha.

Saturday: City Mall & youth.
Sunday: Floorball. [okay maybe this doesnt REALLY count. ><]
Monday: 1Borneo with Edwina & Timothy.
Tuesday: 1Borneo with Oscar, Terence, Timothy & Kavita.
Wednesday: Centre Point & Warisan to celebrate birthdays.
Thursday: Centre Point & Warisan with Apple, Oscar & Timothy.
Friday: Revo Academy 1 & 2.
Saturday: Revo Partay.
Sunday: go out with Lixian & Timothy & Floorball.

and just so u know, everyday was with Timothy. not a day without him. haha, he drove me everywhere. a record i guess? :D :D

[x] went out with Tim everyday during holidays. EVERYDAY. xD

well, here are pictures [recents to before]:

its suppose to be funny.
inside joke. xD

come on la please. its Sutera.

Jess; Carmen; Steph: Tim.

birthday.

March babies.
Jess; Oscar; Frances; Samku.

there were 25 people.

various foods taken in Hong Kong Recipe. :3

this was mine. didnt taste as yummy. :(
obviously, it melted. fast.

Daniel & Chan.
25 tickets, Growball.

mesti bangga bah this.

her again. xD
my dear Kavita.

forgive me. :P

Frances' birthday surprise.

this wasnt Frances'. xD

Frances' little cake. :)

1Borneo with Edwina & Tim.

she finds him attractive. xD

she was obviously in the changing room. xD
i took from above.

very cute octopus.

please, its an ice cream.

Kenny Rodgers.

holidays werent long enough.

JaMie~*

Maybe, maybe not.

friends. are they for real? does true friendship really exist? i only hear muffled voice and blurred vision of them. will they carry me up to the highest mountains? or down beyond the abyss? old saying:
'Friends are like stars. U cant see them, but u know theyre there.'
are they really? i cant see them, nor know theyre there.

friends. i love them, but they cross over certain peripheries. dont they know that their pride & selfishness brings me down? dont they think sometimes their actions are over the limit that'll hurt a someones feelings? they brought me down. like a thermometer, right to the bottom. yes, being able to feel confident & proud of self is great, but they brought me down by telling me im not as good as them & i will never be.

being greedy of knowledge is good, but not letting others grow, uve chose wrongly. if i was the Flying Dutchman's captain [the one who cut his heart out], i would cut away the hurts & everything else, but love. i was injured, cut through by pins. dont they think at others point of view too? when happened to them, they get upset & never realised they did this to others.

i kept quiet.
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he's darn sexy.
i dont make people my idols.

think over, atleast for once.
JaMie~*

One day, there might be a bom somewhere.

exam over! :D tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick AND tick!! now.. holiday!! yea babeh. Caesar salad here i come. :3

*psst* Apple. im sticking to u and Oscar. mwahaha.

it's raining its pouring. OH. tuition. bye.

If you love someone, let them.
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
If they dont, their love was never yours to begin with.

JaMie~*

It's about experiences, not age.

Physics. FAIL.

History. FAIL.

others? 50-60% laa.

its okay. atleast tomorrow is the last day. :D! Chemistry and Sivik. i shall do good in my Chemistry. hurra! Biology was OKayyYyy.. i didnt leave anything blank, but i missed out on a few stuff. >< BM.. neh~..

REVOLUTION IS SO SO NEAR!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! for more info, please visit Apple's or Derek's blog. :D

hubba, hubba, hubba. :3
salads are my drugs.
chocolates are my sugar.
cheeses are my caffeine.
im craving for caesar salaaaaads. with croutons on top. and shreded blue cheese sprinkled all around. oh my goodness.. i need my drug.

weeeeee! im so funnay. :O

JaMie~*

Let me run beyond the highest mountain.

T.T CHAM LO............. essays essays and MORE ESSAYS. i cant wait il thursday. im gonna sleep the whole day once i reach home. *plops to my bed* *ZZzzZZZZzzzz* T.T that would feel like a century for me to wait. back to Biology and History. T.T

It's the weak that keeps me going.
It's the strong that keeps me moving.
It's you who gave me life.
It's you who showed me love.

JaMie~*

Alteration?

everythings mutating.
bad or good, i do not know.
like rivers changing course.
like birds die in winter.
how to discover ur heart.
how to know whether ur alright.
i want that knowledge to know.
the ability to know, you.
should i choose the path
with colorful lights
or with blazing fire?
i need guidance.
i need u to be open.
or else, i dont feel i need myself.
im not a performer. im a mouse.
im not a fish, but a whale.

In desperate need of salads. :3

the more i study, the sleepier i get. :( study skills gone. brain juice gone. AAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! the only subject i studied was physics. T.T Monday: AddMath; Biology; History; English. die. i cant go back to studying now. using the excuse of floorball. ngehehe.

doodles! [besides saying bye & toodles. :D]

JaMie~*

Exactly 3months.

the cut has healed.
but a scar has formed.
when will that heal?

exam coming. i 'steal bone'. :D nephews here. ngek ngek. i can finally kiss him. *slobbers* my cough and flu are fleeing. hurra! :D okay. back to studying. :(

JaMie~*

Fangs, everywhere.

i opened my eyes. i couldnt see anything. for a moment i thought i was blind. i recalled: i was hiking on the mountain. the fog blurred my sight. i couldnt see where or what i was stepping on. it felt damp. as i walk, i can feel the ground getting more delicate like cotton candy. and *pop*, there i went. "AAAAHHHHH!!." i could hear the echoes as i screamed. down into a big hole and landed on solid ground. i then went unconscious.

i stood up and was aghast to move. i searched my bag pack with my dimmed vision. i was searching for my torchlight. i used my sense of touch to look for that rigid, hard, plastic, cylinder-shaped object. "gotcha," i whispered. i quickly flick the on button. "SHOOT."

no battery.

i then searched the front pocket of my bag pack. found it. i instantly exchanged the batteries and popped the new ones into the torchlight.

*chik chak*

and there they were. the eyes of millions. staring at me, as if i was their prey. they opened their wings and came towards me in a group like bees. they attacked me with their acute teeths and then floated off. they were bats. with my torchlight guiding through my every path, i then found the way out.

spiritually, the torchlight was God. the batteries was our faith. and the bats were the devils. i hope my story made sense. :D sudden inspiration.

JaMie~*

Sight stealer.

[x]upperstars chocolate milkshake.

ah.. Apple is my stress release machine. yes, a MACHINE. a cute, pygmy machine. with whiskers when she laughs. HAHA. like 'chat hai' berhabis this. xD i went Upperstar with Apple and Oscar just now. tweet tweet~ :D :D

things has been going prehh-teh well i guess. not as bad as i thought. next weeks exam. T.T how to write History essaayy... T.T been quite tired this week. lacking in sleep. everyday i only for about 8 hours? *ding dong* this is Jamie. i need atleast 10 to 12 hours of sleep. MMHMM. thank God todays Friday: my sleeping day. i'll faint if tomorrows only Thursday or something. i ordered a devotional book from ASCF, thanks to Apple for introducing it. :) ODJ: Our Daily Journey.

oh. i just thought of one thing: God is too awesome to look at. we'll die if we do. :)

JaMie~*

Feelings still wieves about you.

[x]sport pants.

you said,"dont worry. i will watch A walk to remember with you. that way, u'll be MY Jamie. how perfect. :)"

just shut up people. you dont need to say anything. no questions. not being emo again. im sad. just a human. being too strong will make you fall deeper. im beyond the abyss. sorry: Elaine, Lixian for scaring u two today. :( exam next week. buhbye.

i believed you. it turned out to be lies.

JaMie~*

I still stare at the moon blankly thinking about you.

A trip to 1Borneo. :D

mum and sis did their shopping and i did mine. weird thing was, i did not buy anything. xD cam whore in Tune. :D

i iz Zebra.

very cute sauce plates.
Aubergines.

and ofcourse, my babeh. <3

-End-

JaMie~*

102 post!

HOO HAA! oh yes, im so funnay. :3
yes its my 102 post and i didnt know it.
energy drained. post tomorrow.

nights night bugs.

JaMie~*

White smoke are nice.

[x]eat Coffee Beans' oreo fantasy cheesecake.

tweet tweeeet!!~

oohyes. Jamie's back. xD

currently: loving Circus from Britney Spears. :) love the ex-bald. love the sinner, hate the sin. xD yesterday was ASCF Free Friday! woohoo! im happy WenDay went. :D ehh. mana Belinda? >=( thank GOD the food came. i panicked when Trudy and i couldnt find a grey Gen-2. phew. a tick for that. :) overall, everything went super duperly well. :) i missed the game and worship. T.T oh reminds me, huaa i got ur seranta key.

on THURSDAY 19/2. im gonna release it AALLL!! i had tuition at 7.30pm. bro was in Kuching so he couldnt send. a day before my dad said he can send me but cant fetch me home cause he have badminton. and so, waited for him 7.35pm havent reach. mum called to tell no need to send already since im late, he insisted.

dad jamie

*runs into the car*
FASTER LAH! *zooms the car*
YALAH BAH.
U ALL AH DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX YOUR OWN TIME ONE MEH? I HAVE TO FIX MINE FOR U ALL? U ALREADY KNOW I HAVE BADMINTON TODAY U STILL ONE ME TO SEND U HERE AND THERE.
*shouts back* I DIDNT ASK U TO SEND. U SAID U CAN SEND ME THERE.
*continues his fuss* UR SISTER CAN DRIVE U CANNOT ASK HER TO SEND U ONE MEH? BUY CAR FOR U ALL ALSO NO USE. STILL HAVE TO INCONVENIENT ME. (continued like that till i reached tuition..)
*got down the car, slam the door*

so toh soi oh. i reached at 7.55pm man. opened the door and everyone was like looking at me. UGH! every time i wanna ask my dad something i ask properly and politely man. and what i get back? YELLS SCREAMS AND SHITS. people in tuition noticed i bad mood. :( i wish i hadnt done that, i didnt want them to know. :( ah well. passed. *wind blows* im not gonna talk to him for a while. hmph.

AVRILS NAME IS APRIL IN FRENCH.

JaMie~*

My heart flutters.

my mum is so funny. yesterday i told her i love black roses. and today when she read the newspaper she ask me to read.

mum me

ei, you read this and tell me why u like black roses.
ha? *reads*
*waits*
*black roses: signifies death and decay*
*waits*
NO BAH. i like black roses cause its very rare. why u oh..
*walks away*

==.. aiyo.. mamamamamamamamaaa.. i love u so much. haha. talking about love, i dislike going into Wendy's, Derek's and Belinda's blog. its too lovey dovey. i cant stand the HORROR. *sorry. ><. pity me bah please. :P* oh. and im gonna keep that newspaper. :D

single bloom red roses: love at first sight.
single rose, any color: gratitude or simplicity.
2 roses: mutual feelings.
3 roses: i love you.
7 roses: im infatuated with you.
9 roses: we'll be together forever.
10 roses: you are perfect.
11 roses: you are my treasured one.
12 roses: be mine.
13 roses: friends forever.
15 roses: im truly sorry.
20 roses: im truly sincere towards you.
21 roses: im dedicated to you.
24 roses: forever yours.
25 roses: congratulations.
50 roses: unconditional love.
99 roses: i will love you all the days of my life.
108 roses: will you marry me?
999 roses: i love you till the end of time.

some have the same meaning, some dont at all. haha. :) oh and i received chocolates from Janice and Terence. thank youu.. :) not u Terence, hmph.

JaMie~*

Asking why is another reason to get hurt.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

hey peepos. :)

im back to blogging! hehe, its a saturday and i just came back from school. todays weather is really hot. currently doing well in school, i guess. things are happening in a slow pace. bad and good. i rather nothing ever change.. :( things are slowly changing.. slowly painted into a big big mess.. i seem to be really happy in school, always playing in class, but i AM sad. depressed than u think. i keep my feelings in a low profile. i dont want people to know. their tongue has to be taught.

i have a friend.. whose really.. complicated. she have something so so wrong before and i regretted encouraging her to do so.. and now, when i get the chance to make a change, this rare chance.. i.. i trip and fall. i dont have the courage to make that big step. i ask people for advices.. they said better not do anything and accept. how can i.. what if i lose her again? i would rather sacrifice my friendship than to see her doing the same mistake over again.. God.. im in a fury of pain and drowning soul.. im so afraid.. the time is ticking.. what should i do...
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skip the emo part. well, im still on medication. yes, STILL.

sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu.
cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough.

the cough is a bonus. TTSS had a CSI Workshop. few of my schoolmates joined. i saw my babe, Steffi darling. :) many many students from other school joined as well. ada yang kenal, ada yang ndak kenal. hm, yea. thats about it. :)

a cute cat that scratched my shoe.
so pampered.

retard&Olivia.
in the bus.

retard&Lixian.
Elaine didnt wanna take picture with me.
im sad. :(

virus killers.

im still surviving.

time is sauntering.
im losing everything.
you walked away.
i cant breathe.

JaMie~*

You're the cheese to my chocolate. :3

fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever.
sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty.
shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver.
flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu.

an addition to my sickness, i have flu. ugh. i still hate you.
anyways, its time to update! :D

31st Jan.

rise&shine and to Centre Point with Kavita & Tim at 12.30pm. budds. :D WE DIDNT GET TO WATCH ONG BAK 2. so.. we decided to play bowling! when we reached.... it was FULLHOUSE. :( we, OFCOURSE, were impatient, we played pool instead! :D Tim taught is how to hit the ball with a major long stick. i failed to break the first shot of the ball. ==.. *cough!pathetic!cough!* we then walked to Warisan to eat Fish&Co. and Yogur Berry before sending Kavita to Kyrugma. fetched Terence and the girl, Edwina and Frank. sent the girl back and we all went to Tim's house! i like going their house. there's a fun aura in it. xD *shhhuussh Tim! there is. :P* left at 6.30pm for youth. :)

the retard.

the Kavita. :D

somehow, i didnt take photo of Tim playing pool. xD

Tim. RETARD. Kavita. :D

cola tonic ka this?

mushroom soup. :3

Kavita and i ordered this.
hers without the smiley. :D

Tim's. with chips!

yeap, it is. :)

3rd Feb.

Mami's birthday!! :D and we went to NYNY!! muahahaha. :3
ps. the giant burger suck. =x i bit a teeny ball of black pepper. ugh. :( its only to attract humans with its size. we ordered lots of food!! the Caesar Salad was DA BOMB. yum yum. :3

Hapi Birthday Mama.
i love you.

the massive burger.

fish&chips.

mushroom something. i forgot. ><

clueless. @@

JaMie~*

Agh! Fry pan!

fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever.
sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty.
shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver.

yes im sick, AGAIN. grrh, just because i ate the seaweed chips last night. i drank a packet of 'liang cha' looo!!! yer.. :( i hate sore throats......... T.T

i HATE YOU.

yay! bowling later. :D
JaMie~*