Asking why is another reason to get hurt.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

hey peepos. :)

im back to blogging! hehe, its a saturday and i just came back from school. todays weather is really hot. currently doing well in school, i guess. things are happening in a slow pace. bad and good. i rather nothing ever change.. :( things are slowly changing.. slowly painted into a big big mess.. i seem to be really happy in school, always playing in class, but i AM sad. depressed than u think. i keep my feelings in a low profile. i dont want people to know. their tongue has to be taught.

i have a friend.. whose really.. complicated. she have something so so wrong before and i regretted encouraging her to do so.. and now, when i get the chance to make a change, this rare chance.. i.. i trip and fall. i dont have the courage to make that big step. i ask people for advices.. they said better not do anything and accept. how can i.. what if i lose her again? i would rather sacrifice my friendship than to see her doing the same mistake over again.. God.. im in a fury of pain and drowning soul.. im so afraid.. the time is ticking.. what should i do...
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skip the emo part. well, im still on medication. yes, STILL.

sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu.
cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough.


the cough is a bonus. TTSS had a CSI Workshop. few of my schoolmates joined. i saw my babe, Steffi darling. :) many many students from other school joined as well. ada yang kenal, ada yang ndak kenal. hm, yea. thats about it. :)

a cute cat that scratched my shoe.
so pampered.

retard&Olivia.
in the bus.

retard&Lixian.
Elaine didnt wanna take picture with me.
im sad. :(

virus killers.

im still surviving.


time is sauntering.
im losing everything.
you walked away.
i cant breathe.


JaMie~*

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