911. SOS. help. :(

I NEED TO FREAKING GO OUT. >=(
its already sad and BORED with my DARN VACANT phone, and still i have to cope with this. GRRH. SAYA TIDAK PUAAASSS!! please bah please. bring me out. *begs* Appleee, stuff me in your bag so i can go Rasa Ria with you too. :(

ive got nothing else to blog about. :( i need excitements!

i wonder if you remember..

i need you, i really do.

oh and before i forget,
happy birthday Kavita. :)

JaMie~*

its time for me to fly.

got back both my addmath paper today. :O
paper 1: 58/80
paper 2: 63/100
total: 68%
hahaha. fair enough. mr. Bala DID say atleast get 65% and above. :P

anyway, HOLIDAAYY!!
Lixian is ALREADY in KL. she'll be going UK after.
Olivia is going Manila tomorrow.
Dean is going KL tonight.
Elaine will be going KL.
and guess where Jamie is going? shes gonna be,

here.

for 2 bloody weeks. :( pengangguran. BUUUTTTTT, i have good friends. :D Olivia is buying me dry mango from Manila and black chocolates from Lixian. weehee.. =3

and, dad gave allowance! $$$ so i guess holidays are fairly good (even without flying to anywhere). :D time sure flies fast though. few more days and the 6th month jumps right to you. *poof* maybe its TOO fast. i hope holidays feels longer than it seems to be.

the most cruel thing holidays can do to me is taking you away from my sight.

happy holidays everyone! :)

oh and,
Demelza is 2009's America's Top Model!

JaMie~*

be my guardian angel.

my body feels so wriggly and wobbly. my hands are trembling. my legs are shaking. why is this happening? maybe its the after affects of the two Physics paper today? or am i just darn hungry til i not notice? :O ah well, aint Parkinson. false alarm. :D

hurraa!! last paper tomorrow: English 2. slightly uneasy about it. miss Sophia is very strict with the format. the things i know how to do, once i think about her, i panic and my mind goes blank. precising things aint my style. uh. :(

Oscar, Vern, Sam Tan (my new friend. haha.) and i surprised Steffi on her birthday. :D we met up and headed her house at 1030pm. anyone say ice cream cake? :D yumyums. she was definitely surprised. she blew 17 candles on the road. ate, cut the cake (almost with a butter knife. xD) and took photos. hanged til 1130pm. Steffi's mum took out some cherie for us to drink. it has a sweet after taste. =3 hugged Steffi and said goodbye. it was, aweshomee. :)

birthday babe. :)
her hand blocked the cam. haha.

yummy yummy cake. =3

you're like an apple a day, that keeps the psychiatrist away.

JaMie~*

i want fries!

addmaths paper 1 = 58/80. im a very average student, haha.

i can predict Chemistry would be a failure. haha. ohwellies.

1st announcement:
JAY KOOPMAN WILL BE SPEAKING IN EKLEKTOS!!
6 June 2009. pleeaasee, PLEEASSEE come. :D
7.30pm to 9pm. please?

next:
ALL SAINTS BAZAAR!!
again, PLEEASSEE buy them from me. *psst! dont buy them from Frank! buy from meee!! xD kidding.*

lastly:
Happy Birthday to Steffi!
love you dear. :D

i bet Jess would go berserk looking at this. xD

no, please dont stop.
the silence is piercing through my ear.

JaMie~*

i need starfruits.

so i was studying BM, and thought,"why not blog to kill the boredom?" here i am. :D theres some idiot in the neighborhood burning trash or something and it smells all over my house now. no matter where i go, the smell consequently burnt my nostrils. *carbon monoxide get out from my lungs! aaah!!* some people just wanna die faster. ==.. grr..

anyway, the first exam week was HECTIC. mr. Bala is gonna get so pissed when he mark my class' papers. lets hope ManU kick more goals on the field, please OH PLEASE.

i feel i lost my blogging gig. :( my blog is getting boring. uhhh...

since when smarties have greyish-blue color?

top: its raining blood! :O
bottom: universal blood! lets drink! *gulg* :)
i accidentally slashed my red pen to the card, and there u go. haha.

sorry my phone camera kinda suck.

'a fast flying butterfly.'
'like ferrari. =3'

say hi to Vern. :D

LET OUR BODY BE THE MOST EXPENSIVE TEMPLE OF GOD.

the presence of fate, but the absence of destiny.

STOP POLLUTING THE AIR DUDE.
JaMie~*

green light! red light!

the only history people will discover the next life is about you & me.

i need to bluster. GAARGHH.
it was our last paper for the day. teacher (insert) wanted to collect our papers. she (yes, a female) asked to stapler our papers with the question paper (History). she asked 2 persons to stapler for us. but i misheard her saying my name. so i stood up and stapled for the other students.

her me

JAMIE. I DIDNT ASK YOU TO STAND UP. SIT DOWN!!
*grunts, stopped stapling, sits*
WHOSE STAPLER WAS THAT?
*raise up hand*
I DIDNT ASK YOU TO STAPLER OKAY?!!
i.. *gives up explaining*

you cant blame me for thaat. :( i thought she said my name so i stood up. i wasnt sure either if she did, but if she REALLY did, and i didnt stand, she would also blast me oh. embarrassed me infront of my classmates. :(

30% pissed.
40% embarrassed.
30% still happy.

because,
not happy = cant study.
happy = study. :D

elaine said my face got meatier.
betul ka ni? 0.0

i guess, it was only another fantasized dream.

JaMie~*

mweowr~

just a quickie. :D cant stand not updating my darling bloggie. short update though. :P

click to enlarge.
ah, satisfied. :D

let go & walking away.

JaMie~*

white Honda CRV's look like hornets.

this will be my last post before exam. ah, exam. :( my first time taking 10 subjects and a couple subjects have 3 papers. aahhh! PAPER 3 MAN. Biology & Chemistry. save mee!!

nothing much happened in school though. as usual, every morning the Seranta babes gather together for assembly. we, OFCOURSE, did many silly stuff that you sometimes cant imagine. xD "We are Home People." :)

here are some pictures taken for the past few days. :D :

family dinner.

SO NICE OH THIS POLO SHIRT. IT WAS ON SALE.
but left size S. :( i bought the red one though, XL. xD

guess whats behind me. xD

Edwina & i. this is what we do in youth. :D

my darlinggg. <3

my darling smile smile. =3
my sister have pretty eyes. DO NOT tell her i said so.

sort of candid.

just to show off i have a really nice bee pillow. :p

its a waste to be present in school when there is no one to peek at.

JaMie~*

Bumbolo.

have to study for so many things. aaaaaaaahhh!!!! Bible Quiz tomorrow!! 0.0 im very very so NOT ready. i only read the first chapter of Luke.

we had to read: Genesis 1-9; Luke 1-9; 22-24.
AAHH!! seems that im going to sleep late tonight. lent my Bible to Ernesha. no worries. i have 4 more at home. xD

addmaths tuition. ah! i hate logarithms. =S

Lord, You are good & Your mercy endures forever.

JaMie~*

you are my prey.

Happy Mother's Day.

to all mothers of the whole gigantic world. :)
todays the day we appreciate our mothers.

how she first love us even when we're only teeny tiny cells;
nurtured us since birth;
make faces to make us laugh;
wake in the middle of the night to make us eat our medicine when we're sick;
tie our hair different style every week to school just so we can show off;
bring us to grocery shopping;
make breakfast for us in the early morning for us to bring to school;
and so much more.

no?
youre wrong. cause 'she' is my mum. :)

i love you mama. ive always ask God for the most valuable things. i didnt know He has already given me you. :) today is not a day where another special event happen and you HAVE to participate. lets not only appreciate our mothers today, but everyday too.

and ofcourse, we love Jay Koopman! conference in my church, i think. will get more info. :) click to enlarge!
end.

breaking your arm is just as easy as toothpick.

JaMie~*

another exact month.

i know i know. i cant REALLY be on hiatus. i have too much to say. especially today. so, leave me alone. i spotted a stranger with the grey&red striped jacket that i wanted in my desires list. DAMN.
not. my. week.

there was a boy. he had a big, shiny marble. he love that marble very much. the bubbles in the marble was like planets aligned with its orbits. the color was exquisitely beautiful like the colors of the rainbow. he takes his marble wherever he goes. he polished, played and sleeps with the marble, like nothing can ever replace it. after few months, the marble had massive scratches, cracks, all worn out. one day, he bought a new marble. its size was small and simple. its color couldnt compare to the one before, yet he loves it much more than the other. he treasured and holds it delicately like holding a baby. he threw the big marble away, because it was useless to him. he couldnt boast to his friends how pretty it was anymore. it was used, cannot be recycled, but rot. the small marble took its place. "nothing can ever substitute you," said once upon a time..

i know its lame. no inspiration to write it perfectly. today is a very.. difficult day. all the memories comes rushing into my head. its hard for you to imagine how hard it was to cope with all the memories racing in my mind with all the other worries combined.. it isnt about the DAY, nor the month, its the DATE. ive never been happy when it falls on this date..

i dont need you to judge, i dont need you give me that big-wide-i-dont-really-wanna-smile-nor-look-at-you face. i just need you to care like you did before. unfortunately, im not the person whom you can only see in the crowd any longer. im not the person whom you can see a bright halo taped to my skin. im not that person anymore..

if i were a boy, you'd be DEAD

sorry, emo these few days.

JaMie~*

hiatus?

hey you peepieess! :D

i wont be updating for a while. mid-term exams are up! i gotta pump up my brain cells. :D my blog will be on hibernation for.. a month? :O mmhm.

so, see you bloggiee darlinggg! =3

raisins! walnuts! do your maaagic!!

WE LEARN THE GOODS FROM THE BADS.
SO IF THERE'S NO BAD IN THIS WORLD, EVERYTHING WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE.

JaMie~*

still breathing.

i suppose to post up the tag by Ernesha. i'll do that some other time. :)

life had been fair so far. the ups & downs were balanced. as a:
daughter, been out of trouble for quite awhile now;
student, academics are in the average as usual;
friend, like any other friend i can be;
Christian, been asking for help from my leaders;
myself, still living in reality.

im living a life for You.

feeling rather lost, yet right on track.
suffocating, yet breathing.
heartless, yet alive.
empty, yet abundant.
lonely, yet have companions.
blind, yet have sight.
speechless, yet have so much to say.
exhausted, yet running.
confused, yet sober.
happy, yet still shed tears.
strong, yet weak.

JaMie~*

please, let it be over.

woke up crying, again. :( it must stop. it should. sighing used to be able to ease the pain.. looking away not thinking about it used to stop me from falling apart.. its not working anymore.. :(

feelings. *tick*
addiction. *tick*
torment.


its never gonna end..

Twigs, sea & loads of sand.

Cell Group OUTING.
we were at the 1st beach. E1, 2 & 3 combine. so crowded. haha.
first we had some bonding time at Damai for breakfast. it was 7.30am. *zzzZZZ..*
4 cars: Carrie, Oscar, Emman & Calvin [van].
we played Captain's Ball & Pyramid. :D
overall, it was a great combination and gel moments. :)
pictures will be at Apple's blog. haha. :P

a new month! let this month be better than the last! :)
get ready May! :D

oh, this is the cream liquor thing my bro bought.
pour some full cream milk & it taste superb. =3

group photo!

guess whose drinking, haha. :P

balloons!

our score board.

Our love is forever & different.
We go through challenges & happiness together.
Held hands when we're young.
Holding hands now til eternity.
Tears & cheers we got them all.
We grow together with or without changes.
You all are so dear to me.
I love you all my friends.

very tired.
JaMie~*