why do i feel like even my words are lies?
sigh. what is this feeling.
phrrriiaannggg
Peterpan / Kukatakan dengan Indah
kukatakan dengan indah, dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka, menghampirinya
kau beri rasa yang berbeda, mungkinku salah
mengartikannya, yang kurasa cinta
tetapi hatiku, selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri
i dont know if you guys can hear this song or not cause it seems that the mp3 thingy is not playing in my computer but it was fine when i tested it. maybe lag. :/ yeah anyway, sorry for emoness. my aunty visited, thats how Oscar puts it lah. u ask him. i dont know why aunty.
all i wanna do these few days is sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. keep away from the knives!!!
kukatakan dengan indah, dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka, menghampirinya
kau beri rasa yang berbeda, mungkinku salah
mengartikannya, yang kurasa cinta
tetapi hatiku, selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri
i dont know if you guys can hear this song or not cause it seems that the mp3 thingy is not playing in my computer but it was fine when i tested it. maybe lag. :/ yeah anyway, sorry for emoness. my aunty visited, thats how Oscar puts it lah. u ask him. i dont know why aunty.
all i wanna do these few days is sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. keep away from the knives!!!
hari hari mundur bagi saya. saya tidak tidur. kalau tidur, tidak mahu keluar dari katil. mahu nangis pun tidak boleh. hati macamlah hancur tapi masih bernyawa. ada apa denganmu hinggakan saya bercelaru?
gilerr
Boys like Girls / Real thing
Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
She turns it up
She says tonight you take me anywhere
Bobby's in luck
He got a fire burning in his eyes
He turns it up
And he says girl you better hold on tight
Cause this is the real thing
Love changes everything
This is the night when every heart's exploding
The real thing
Slow down it's happening
'Cause you got time to burn in the heat of the moment
That summer radio
Fireworks off the patio
A 3 AM string of green lights in a row
And the real thing
Love can change anything
If you can just let go (let's go!)
(The real thing, the real thing)
Jamie's alive
She's got him rushing through her veins tonight
So hit the lights
It feels too good to ever say goodbye
Whoa
Can't pull the brakes on this runaway train
'Cause whoa
This is the heartache that won't go away
Yeah, Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
Just let go
Jamie just let go
(The real thing, the real thing)
i dont like Bobby.
Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
She turns it up
She says tonight you take me anywhere
Bobby's in luck
He got a fire burning in his eyes
He turns it up
And he says girl you better hold on tight
Cause this is the real thing
Love changes everything
This is the night when every heart's exploding
The real thing
Slow down it's happening
'Cause you got time to burn in the heat of the moment
That summer radio
Fireworks off the patio
A 3 AM string of green lights in a row
And the real thing
Love can change anything
If you can just let go (let's go!)
(The real thing, the real thing)
Jamie's alive
She's got him rushing through her veins tonight
So hit the lights
It feels too good to ever say goodbye
Whoa
Can't pull the brakes on this runaway train
'Cause whoa
This is the heartache that won't go away
Yeah, Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
Just let go
Jamie just let go
(The real thing, the real thing)
i dont like Bobby.
City Harvest Church
OMG PS. KONG HEE IS THUMBS UP UNTIL THE THUMB COMES OFF YOU HAND MAANNN. his clothes are so shiny. *.* very beautiful wifey too. :D
I DIDNT GET TO SEE EVA AND LILIA. >=( WHY U GUYS HILANG SO FAST LIKE SQUIRRELSSSSSSSSSS.
sorry. early bah now. cant think straight. good morning. :)
oovoo-ing with Steffi and Dahngiao.
I DIDNT GET TO SEE EVA AND LILIA. >=( WHY U GUYS HILANG SO FAST LIKE SQUIRRELSSSSSSSSSS.
sorry. early bah now. cant think straight. good morning. :)
oovoo-ing with Steffi and Dahngiao.
triangle
had worship practice today. it was fun. :D know why? cause Steffi dahling was there which made it more fun. :) practice was good. need a little adjustments and practices still but yeah, good bah.
babe, Deved, Victor, Douglas, Oscar, Gar and i went BK for lunchh. played pool after with Sunny, Miah and Anand. syok oh kan. :D sunny wont be happy about this but im just gonna say it anyway. i beat Sunny in pool. :P teeheeheehee. eh, nasib baik not caps okay? haha.
left to Kyrugma for VJ auditions. Gar, Shiung and Frank auditioned. they were really good. of course there will be nervous moments but hey, who dont? even though im the official one, u have no IDEA how many takes i had to redo. really, like really really. good job. :)
THEN left for badminton from 5 to 7pm. teamed with Eric Chong versus Oscar and Jeson. kalah gao gao oh. xD sorry Eric. long time didnt play so, a really bad assist. thank you for bearing with me. :D
wooh, so tired now. whole day man, since 10am til 7pm. gillleeeeerrr. :O tidur. :)
darn. i said something i shouldnt today and i cant take it back. :/ i feel such a fool.
babe, Deved, Victor, Douglas, Oscar, Gar and i went BK for lunchh. played pool after with Sunny, Miah and Anand. syok oh kan. :D sunny wont be happy about this but im just gonna say it anyway. i beat Sunny in pool. :P teeheeheehee. eh, nasib baik not caps okay? haha.
left to Kyrugma for VJ auditions. Gar, Shiung and Frank auditioned. they were really good. of course there will be nervous moments but hey, who dont? even though im the official one, u have no IDEA how many takes i had to redo. really, like really really. good job. :)
THEN left for badminton from 5 to 7pm. teamed with Eric Chong versus Oscar and Jeson. kalah gao gao oh. xD sorry Eric. long time didnt play so, a really bad assist. thank you for bearing with me. :D
wooh, so tired now. whole day man, since 10am til 7pm. gillleeeeerrr. :O tidur. :)
darn. i said something i shouldnt today and i cant take it back. :/ i feel such a fool.
VJ & Karen's party
i feel so lazy to blog these days cause it seems to lose its point already. :/
Aivern came up with the LIVE VJ announcements. Jess and i were the VJ's. had to memorise scripts and act in a telly. thanks to Sam Ku and Apple for decorating the telly by the way. :) last was ALMOST a disaster. Jess and i went back stage, crept behind the curtain to look for the telly. we didnt know it was already out so we panicked [behind the curtain]. Aivern totally did a great job extending the time. :) we go out and show time! Jess popped up first. then when it was my turn, *pop* *head mic came off* UUUGHHHHH. audience laughed so erm, yay? thank goodness both of us remembered our lines. good job partner. :)
then rushed to Karen's party straight after. ngam ngam photo-taking time. :D the best thing about the party was seeing Karen in a dress :P, to see my babe on stage [Steffi darling] and THE MOST AWESOMEST CHOCOLATE CAKE. :OOOOO sayang i didnt tapau. :(
Aivern came up with the LIVE VJ announcements. Jess and i were the VJ's. had to memorise scripts and act in a telly. thanks to Sam Ku and Apple for decorating the telly by the way. :) last was ALMOST a disaster. Jess and i went back stage, crept behind the curtain to look for the telly. we didnt know it was already out so we panicked [behind the curtain]. Aivern totally did a great job extending the time. :) we go out and show time! Jess popped up first. then when it was my turn, *pop* *head mic came off* UUUGHHHHH. audience laughed so erm, yay? thank goodness both of us remembered our lines. good job partner. :)
then rushed to Karen's party straight after. ngam ngam photo-taking time. :D the best thing about the party was seeing Karen in a dress :P, to see my babe on stage [Steffi darling] and THE MOST AWESOMEST CHOCOLATE CAKE. :OOOOO sayang i didnt tapau. :(
chocoholic freak
went BK for dinner last night with Justin, Steffi babe, Dahngiao and Ivan.
Steffi, Dahngiao, Ivan and i went Metro, but it was fully packed. :(
then left to McD drive-thru. beli McFlurry. =3
sent Dahngiao home and to Karens. yeap, she was surprised. :D
talked for an hour plus? outside her house.
Ivan then sent Steffi and i home.
fun kan? :D
Elaine and i going Wisma Merdeka for lasagna tomorrow. teeheeheehee. =3 and mum came back from Labuan last night. CHOCOLATES BABEHH. oh and these photos. im just TOO lazy to put them up in Facebook. uhh.
jaaaaassssttteeeennn!!
*flek flek!*
-_< 
:D
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :D
sentence of the day: i dont bong.
Steffi, Dahngiao, Ivan and i went Metro, but it was fully packed. :(
then left to McD drive-thru. beli McFlurry. =3
sent Dahngiao home and to Karens. yeap, she was surprised. :D
talked for an hour plus? outside her house.
Ivan then sent Steffi and i home.
fun kan? :D
Elaine and i going Wisma Merdeka for lasagna tomorrow. teeheeheehee. =3 and mum came back from Labuan last night. CHOCOLATES BABEHH. oh and these photos. im just TOO lazy to put them up in Facebook. uhh.
jaaaaassssttteeeennn!!
*flek flek!*
-_< 
:D
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :Dsentence of the day: i dont bong.
Leo Installation Night
overall, its was boring. well for me at least. since im not a Leo member, not PTI nor VIP either. pictures are up in Facebook. :D
Olivia and Dean got nominated as the Best Dressed. we were all rooting for them, but none of them got the post. too bad. :( oh yeah, good job All Saints dancers! ;) i sat with Elaine and with the form 6. sexy ladeh. :P awkward moments when Elaine left to the stage i was alone with them. 0.0
ohyes, lucky draw. Elaine Me MC
064!
yer why not 063 oh Elaine. >=(
*do the shoulder thing*
next draw is.. 063!
*stunned. stands up and walk to the stage*
mum said after i left to SGCC, she prayed to God to bless me. He blessed me with a hamper. :D i love my mama. :) <3 teeheeheeheee.. 1 week supply boss.
rollercoaster ride
yes, PLEEEAAAAAASSEEE COME!!! :) click to enlarge aaaaahhhhhh.... :)so i THOUGHT that today would be such a wonderful day. u know, birds chirping, the clear blue sky, friends to hang and laugh with. BUT, some majorannoyingalienfrompluto scolded me because of my hair. there was never a problem with my hair. 3 years in a row, my hair is clipped that way and no one, NO ONE ever scolded me for it. UGH.
Sunny say im like a guy cause i said i walked back to class to sleep after that majorannoyingalienfrompluto scolded me and when i woke, i feel better. proud to be like one! :P iih, biarlah.
yay!!! going Doulos tomorrow!!! =3 im leader of group 2. leading 1 Integriti. im so so excited for the programmes Doulos staffs has for ussss!! :D :D
Karen, Lixian, Olivia, Luqman, Marcellus, Velerey, Hanif and i wrote notes on pieces of paper and spammed teacher Judy's kancil today. :D teeheeheeheehee. in and out. *we asked for her car key and she gave. xD*
vocal lessons?
we sang 'Heal The World - MJ' in Biology class today. sudahlah Judy M J Thomblon kan. hahahah.
i was thinking. why is Paris Hilton famous? like, Britney, Hilary, they got famous because of their singing. some got famous for their products. but, Paris Hilton? she did not get famous for her singing nor products [nor having a new bff crap show]. :O i need an answer!
and again, light as a feather. :D yay! going Doulos this friday! but gonna miss addmaths. differentiation. :( psst! i wan my ashes to be in the ocean okay? :)
Jim Sturgess in the movie 21 is sexy. =3
mr. Bala me
hi Jamie.
hi teacher!
*walks pass*
he doesnt like it if i said 'Good morning teacher!'
i was thinking. why is Paris Hilton famous? like, Britney, Hilary, they got famous because of their singing. some got famous for their products. but, Paris Hilton? she did not get famous for her singing nor products [nor having a new bff crap show]. :O i need an answer!
and again, light as a feather. :D yay! going Doulos this friday! but gonna miss addmaths. differentiation. :( psst! i wan my ashes to be in the ocean okay? :)
Jim Sturgess in the movie 21 is sexy. =3
mr. Bala me
hi Jamie.
hi teacher!
*walks pass*
he doesnt like it if i said 'Good morning teacher!'
hailstorm
GILA this morning it rained so fiercely. and to think i could get my sweet and quiet sleep. it felt like the thunders and lightning crashing into each other WHAM and goes BOOOMM!!! and the houses go tokek bing bung tokek. and animals go *squeal squeal* teehee. :D i just had my ko ko drink BAH.
i wont be updating my xanga nor journal for the moment. have to focus on reviving my blogger cause the readers like hilang already, hahaha.
ohyes! i can go Leo Installation Night! at first i cant cause they said insufficient ticket and loads of stuff. after some negotiation ;P i can go! hehehe. theme: fashion assasin. tiataula apa itu. xD
this week has been very gentle on me. finally feeling like a feather. :)
some of u guys might be wondering why tokek bing bung tokek.its because some houses old kan, like mine, so when theres thunders and lightnings, it will go tokek and bing bung for the falling objects. haha. :D
oh, yesterday in school: me Elaine Olivia
my upper jaw only have 13 teeth. normal people have 14.
haha, ur jaw small. :P
eleleleh, u count ur teeth eh, isit 14.
*uses tongue to count*
*recount*
ya 14.
13. haha. eh Oli, count ur upper jaw got how many teeth eh.
*counts* 16?
count again.
*counts* 20?
APALAH YOU. normal people have 14 u have 20?? count again!
*counts* oh, 14. haha.
bet u guys are counting ur teethies now. :P
i wont be updating my xanga nor journal for the moment. have to focus on reviving my blogger cause the readers like hilang already, hahaha.
ohyes! i can go Leo Installation Night! at first i cant cause they said insufficient ticket and loads of stuff. after some negotiation ;P i can go! hehehe. theme: fashion assasin. tiataula apa itu. xD
this week has been very gentle on me. finally feeling like a feather. :)
some of u guys might be wondering why tokek bing bung tokek.its because some houses old kan, like mine, so when theres thunders and lightnings, it will go tokek and bing bung for the falling objects. haha. :D
oh, yesterday in school: me Elaine Olivia
my upper jaw only have 13 teeth. normal people have 14.
haha, ur jaw small. :P
eleleleh, u count ur teeth eh, isit 14.
*uses tongue to count*
*recount*
ya 14.
13. haha. eh Oli, count ur upper jaw got how many teeth eh.
*counts* 16?
count again.
*counts* 20?
APALAH YOU. normal people have 14 u have 20?? count again!
*counts* oh, 14. haha.
bet u guys are counting ur teethies now. :P
times of refreshing.
im back from camp DAYS ago. haha, didnt have the nerve to update my blog. lazy baaah. :P anyway, got some great pictures. very little though. and a video as well. its in my facebook. :D go visit laaaahh. want more pictures? go visit Apple's blog, definitely. :)camp was amazing. a life changing experience. speaker was ps. Joshua Krishnan. he was awesome. :)
im lazy. imma nap now. woots. :D
times of refreshing here in Your presence,
there's no greater blessing than being with You,
my soul is restored,
my mind is renewed,
there's no greater joy Lord,
than being with You.
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