White smoke are nice.

[x]eat Coffee Beans' oreo fantasy cheesecake.

tweet tweeeet!!~

oohyes. Jamie's back. xD

currently: loving Circus from Britney Spears. :) love the ex-bald. love the sinner, hate the sin. xD yesterday was ASCF Free Friday! woohoo! im happy WenDay went. :D ehh. mana Belinda? >=( thank GOD the food came. i panicked when Trudy and i couldnt find a grey Gen-2. phew. a tick for that. :) overall, everything went super duperly well. :) i missed the game and worship. T.T oh reminds me, huaa i got ur seranta key.

on THURSDAY 19/2. im gonna release it AALLL!! i had tuition at 7.30pm. bro was in Kuching so he couldnt send. a day before my dad said he can send me but cant fetch me home cause he have badminton. and so, waited for him 7.35pm havent reach. mum called to tell no need to send already since im late, he insisted.

dad jamie

*runs into the car*
FASTER LAH! *zooms the car*
YALAH BAH.
U ALL AH DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX YOUR OWN TIME ONE MEH? I HAVE TO FIX MINE FOR U ALL? U ALREADY KNOW I HAVE BADMINTON TODAY U STILL ONE ME TO SEND U HERE AND THERE.
*shouts back* I DIDNT ASK U TO SEND. U SAID U CAN SEND ME THERE.
*continues his fuss* UR SISTER CAN DRIVE U CANNOT ASK HER TO SEND U ONE MEH? BUY CAR FOR U ALL ALSO NO USE. STILL HAVE TO INCONVENIENT ME. (continued like that till i reached tuition..)
*got down the car, slam the door*

so toh soi oh. i reached at 7.55pm man. opened the door and everyone was like looking at me. UGH! every time i wanna ask my dad something i ask properly and politely man. and what i get back? YELLS SCREAMS AND SHITS. people in tuition noticed i bad mood. :( i wish i hadnt done that, i didnt want them to know. :( ah well. passed. *wind blows* im not gonna talk to him for a while. hmph.

AVRILS NAME IS APRIL IN FRENCH.

JaMie~*

My heart flutters.

my mum is so funny. yesterday i told her i love black roses. and today when she read the newspaper she ask me to read.

mum me

ei, you read this and tell me why u like black roses.
ha? *reads*
*waits*
*black roses: signifies death and decay*
*waits*
NO BAH. i like black roses cause its very rare. why u oh..
*walks away*

==.. aiyo.. mamamamamamamamaaa.. i love u so much. haha. talking about love, i dislike going into Wendy's, Derek's and Belinda's blog. its too lovey dovey. i cant stand the HORROR. *sorry. ><. pity me bah please. :P* oh. and im gonna keep that newspaper. :D

single bloom red roses: love at first sight.
single rose, any color: gratitude or simplicity.
2 roses: mutual feelings.
3 roses: i love you.
7 roses: im infatuated with you.
9 roses: we'll be together forever.
10 roses: you are perfect.
11 roses: you are my treasured one.
12 roses: be mine.
13 roses: friends forever.
15 roses: im truly sorry.
20 roses: im truly sincere towards you.
21 roses: im dedicated to you.
24 roses: forever yours.
25 roses: congratulations.
50 roses: unconditional love.
99 roses: i will love you all the days of my life.
108 roses: will you marry me?
999 roses: i love you till the end of time.

some have the same meaning, some dont at all. haha. :) oh and i received chocolates from Janice and Terence. thank youu.. :) not u Terence, hmph.

JaMie~*

Asking why is another reason to get hurt.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

hey peepos. :)

im back to blogging! hehe, its a saturday and i just came back from school. todays weather is really hot. currently doing well in school, i guess. things are happening in a slow pace. bad and good. i rather nothing ever change.. :( things are slowly changing.. slowly painted into a big big mess.. i seem to be really happy in school, always playing in class, but i AM sad. depressed than u think. i keep my feelings in a low profile. i dont want people to know. their tongue has to be taught.

i have a friend.. whose really.. complicated. she have something so so wrong before and i regretted encouraging her to do so.. and now, when i get the chance to make a change, this rare chance.. i.. i trip and fall. i dont have the courage to make that big step. i ask people for advices.. they said better not do anything and accept. how can i.. what if i lose her again? i would rather sacrifice my friendship than to see her doing the same mistake over again.. God.. im in a fury of pain and drowning soul.. im so afraid.. the time is ticking.. what should i do...
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skip the emo part. well, im still on medication. yes, STILL.

sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu.
cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough. cough.

the cough is a bonus. TTSS had a CSI Workshop. few of my schoolmates joined. i saw my babe, Steffi darling. :) many many students from other school joined as well. ada yang kenal, ada yang ndak kenal. hm, yea. thats about it. :)

a cute cat that scratched my shoe.
so pampered.

retard&Olivia.
in the bus.

retard&Lixian.
Elaine didnt wanna take picture with me.
im sad. :(

virus killers.

im still surviving.

time is sauntering.
im losing everything.
you walked away.
i cant breathe.

JaMie~*

You're the cheese to my chocolate. :3

fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever. fever.
sore throat. sore throat. sore throat. sore throat.
heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty. heatty.
shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver. shiver.
flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu. flu.

an addition to my sickness, i have flu. ugh. i still hate you.
anyways, its time to update! :D

31st Jan.

rise&shine and to Centre Point with Kavita & Tim at 12.30pm. budds. :D WE DIDNT GET TO WATCH ONG BAK 2. so.. we decided to play bowling! when we reached.... it was FULLHOUSE. :( we, OFCOURSE, were impatient, we played pool instead! :D Tim taught is how to hit the ball with a major long stick. i failed to break the first shot of the ball. ==.. *cough!pathetic!cough!* we then walked to Warisan to eat Fish&Co. and Yogur Berry before sending Kavita to Kyrugma. fetched Terence and the girl, Edwina and Frank. sent the girl back and we all went to Tim's house! i like going their house. there's a fun aura in it. xD *shhhuussh Tim! there is. :P* left at 6.30pm for youth. :)

the retard.

the Kavita. :D

somehow, i didnt take photo of Tim playing pool. xD

Tim. RETARD. Kavita. :D

cola tonic ka this?

mushroom soup. :3

Kavita and i ordered this.
hers without the smiley. :D

Tim's. with chips!

yeap, it is. :)

3rd Feb.

Mami's birthday!! :D and we went to NYNY!! muahahaha. :3
ps. the giant burger suck. =x i bit a teeny ball of black pepper. ugh. :( its only to attract humans with its size. we ordered lots of food!! the Caesar Salad was DA BOMB. yum yum. :3

Hapi Birthday Mama.
i love you.

the massive burger.

fish&chips.

mushroom something. i forgot. ><

clueless. @@

JaMie~*