a few more steps

2010 is so so near. and to think that i couldnt wait till Sports Day, till CNY, till bazaar, till final term exam and finally, Christmas. this year passed by in just a glimpse. i told Vern the other day,"woah i have to write the regrets and the things im happy that ive done this year in my blog again. so fast. :O." so here it goes,

achievements:

I GAINED WEIGHT. - 2kg

met new friends and got close.

acquaintance now best friends.

spent a whole lot of cash at once for something special.

learnt new values.

im sure theres more but i just cant remember. :S

regrets:

i lost weight :/ - 1kg

again, not making the best of my year.

2010 resolution:

GAIN WEIGHT.

STOP GROWING TALLER.

GET MEATY.

facilitate well in CF.

lead well in badminton.

lead well in Cell Group.

stop dilly dallying in my studies.

DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE!!!

be a good senior. xD

here are some photos that are not uploaded in Facebook. :P

Christmas Day in Panpac.

DON BUDD. :D

puppets!

lense-less glasses.

Cavan's farewell.

Vern. :D

she didnt wanna pose oh ish.

Prom Night.

Care Haven. lovely memories here. <3

ze Apple. :P

KENA DIA TU FLASH.

Jeremy & Frank. VJ day.

Recipe House. =3

you guess lah who this is.

Thanksgiving. :)

JANICE CHIN!

im going camp tomorrow. gotta study the materials. more than 100 pages. T.T baibai.

I LOVE OOVOO

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOOMGKNKJBLSDHIJGGGGGGGG

miao and i too

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

*mwr

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

*HAI

*:)

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

*^^

**suggests a cookie*

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

**pats*

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

**requests a cookie*

**strongly requests a cookie*

**give me a cookie or else*

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

**pats*

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

**walks over to cookie jar and gets his own cookie*

get oovoo

they were both in the kitchen. hahaha.

eating. it was nearly 3am.

what the love

please please please do not read this if youre having the crappiest mood. frustrating post below.

i LOATHE people who thinks they are right. like all the doings they did and do are right. just because someone else has done something wrong, that person will automatically notice the wrongs and blame everything. whereas when he does it and when we advice, he says there isnt anything wrong. but he did the same. stuck up people who NEVER admit their wrongs. their twisted big headed brains makes it too heavy for them to carry are messed up. using people to do their dirty tricks. to ask for pity. they dont have their own strength to even solve their own problems. worse is to bring other people in to help. ooh so mature. i can see how grown up you are. to teach people about the right and wrongs. you yourself dont even know what rights do u have to do so. such selfish minds. to want people to fulfill your own needs, your own importance, your own dignity. bloody crap la. youre old enough to know what is this and that. to know why it isnt right. to know what to avoid. but your big crappy head wont understand. anger wouldnt solve anything, especially mine. but it seems that its the only way you would HOPEFULLY understand why is it wrong, why is it so important and why its strongly opposed. you think you know all that but honestly, you have no clue whats going on.

i need someone to punch. Sant, need your arm.

miao and i

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*hahaha
*i only always look for one thing in friends...
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*people that calls u creepy?
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*a good heart and a quicky mind
*humans are the same everywhere
*if they dont understand it, they'll say its creepy
*the only people that think i'm creepy are the dumb blonde types. not necessarily girls, of course.
*its the same way they think cats are creepy
*cos they say 'i never know what a cat is thinking!!'
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*OHYES. i gt a question. i dont get why blondes are dumb and not brunettes or any other colored hair xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*ahhaha
*it's a stereotype
*however
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*cats ARENT creepy.
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*u see
*i know u understand cats.
*therefore u dont thnk they're creepy
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*i had 13 cats what dyu think xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*xD
*i love cats cos they're probably more human than anything else
*they behave like us.
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*YESSSSS. more than dogs. somehow at some point
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*they seem... almost sentient
*like humans, just that they meow instead of talk
*dogs piss u off becos they're dumb
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*YALAH
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*cats piss u off becos they KNOW it pisses u off
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*i think im gonna blog this xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*xD

APPLE GOTS FACEBOOK.

I HAS COME ALIVE

Derek: lazy to update baaaaahhhhhhh. :P

blog has been dead for a while. notice that only with Twitter and Facebook isnt enough so decided to blog again.

i love my mum. :) today is my 4th day being sick. the last few nights i had high fever. i shiver during the night and with aching body. time after time, i'd feel a gentle touch at my face. its my mums. :) she'd be the human thermometer. wake me up to eat my medicine. shes not like those mums who just wanna carry her own duty as a mum, but she really does care for her children. for me. ahh. <3 :)

Keren is STILL in Australia. Steffi going there soon. :( its like a give or take deal. sigh.

so the last few weeks without Keren, Steffi and i went everywhereeeeeee. Sunny's, Baron's, Claudia's, Derek's (YOUR HOUSE SO NICE), Alex's,... yeah. mostly Sunny's though. boring oh without Keren. every time we thought of you, we'd go,"oh yeah. Australia.." :(

and OH. I FINALLY MET UP WITH EEEEVVVAAAAAAAAA. :D :D :D isnt that wonderful love? saw her the second time in City Mall. so sorry i didnt properly greet you. :/ two more person i HAVE TO meet: Lilia Wong & Fiona Yong. :)

guys! please visit: www.youtube.com/EklektosCelebration these are the video announcements from Eklektos Youth Celebration. :D

mum me
*puts lin dan down* nah ngai bin ngi tong zhai. gugugugugugugu sit tong zhai.
yee.. mentos.
tong zhai

i wont be updating my blog for a while. lazy. :/ i dont know why but my leg has scratch marks. i guess some creature was jealous of the way i slept so it scratched me. :O nah.

sick now. i need rest. :) school is ending soon. God bless you SPM-ers! missing you all already. :(

psshht.

i think this is the longest ive never updated, haha. ohyes,
EXAM IS OVEEEERRRRRRRRR.
kinda overdue, but who cares. if im happy, you guys are happy, kan? :P

anyway, i didnt want to go school today. NEITHER did anyone wanted to. BUT, (insert name here) said we have to or else, he'll kill us. EVERYBODY came today just for HIM. after recess we went into class and expecting him. TWO WHOLE BLOODY PERIODS HE DIDNT SHOW UP. wanted our class monitor to call him up, but he said before never do that. MANATAU HE DIDNT COME. &*%&#$%@%$#^&$%&^$&^$^*%&*%*&%#^%#&**#%*#@$#*$*$&%$^%$&^$*$&^@$#@#!@ babi.

dont ask my classmates hows school today. theyre as pissed as i am. UGH.

tomorrow my youth is gonna have the Interchurch Prayer with the churches in KK. i hope that other churches that didnt know about this or not involve come to pray too. lets pray for Malaysia together. :) 7.30pm till 930pm, Kyrugma House.

currently loving Boys and girls // Pixie Lott and pearl color. :D

my brother who became a man, by becoming a bear. - Brother Bear.

Gorilla man

Taaarzan.
Oh i see.
Tarzan. Oh i see. *points to Jane*
no no no. no.
no no no. no. *mimics Jane*
no no no. *clears throat* Jane. Tarzan. Jane.
Jane..

hahaha sorry. i just love Disney Productions. i wont deny that i still watch cartoons. u guys grow up too quickly. migrate to Neverland and you'll never grow. HAHAHAHA. xD

5 more papers left babeh. woots! :D Chemistry 1, 2 ,3, Biology 3 and Physics 3. got back my Addmath paper 1 today. 61/80. Bala was all smiles so i guess hes okay with my marks. phew.

exam days are kinda fun. i get to see people cheat and drool on their paper and do funny stuff when theyve got nothing else to do after completing their papers. hahaha.

i've never felt so aliiiiive!!
good, im gonna kill ya.
hang on now missy.

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

im very happy cause i THINK i studied well for History. especially about Nabi Muhammad and the Hijrah thing. well, at least my essay didnt get shorter each time i start a new question. :)

OMG MY MUM JUST BROKE SOME PRETTY AMAZING NEWS TO MEEE!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! :D :D :D wanna know? ask me personally. teeheeheeheeheehee. =3 =3 =3

my blog is very dead yeah? 13 papers left. this week is tough because its all the Science subjects. :S tomorrows Physics. aaaahhhh... die.

might RECONSTRUCT my blog again. after exam. :) and bring this blog back to life. thats gonna be in my to-do-list. so i paid for prom already. so so so broke now. thank goodness its exam.

tonight theres a meeting with Lighthouse215. i dont know if i should go. i have to study Physics, but i really really wanna meet theemmm!! :( so how? :/

"doubt is luxury we cant afford sweetie." - i forgot which movie. :(

check my twitter for updates! :) my facebook under maintenance. GAAARRHH.

currently into Crazier // Taylor Swift. mm. <3

so so in love with Ryan Cabrera-Its you.

weeeee!! windows media player is playing Brick by boring brick-Paramore. =3 =3

6 papers are done! English, Maths and Bm. i think i screwed up my Bm. GAAAAHHHH.. im scared i fail again. :( ate chocolates for 2 weeks straight to help me study, haha. i think im getting heatty.

i didnt know Mrs. Lorna is indian. :D Happy Deepavali. sawadikaaaaap. [in advance]

oh man i did a stupid thing last night. DAAAAANNGGGAAAAHHHHH. *bite self* so embarrassed la omggg... Jamie dont do stupid things again. THINK FIRST! :/

"darling you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception."

Apple is gonna comment on this. hahahahaha. :P

Belgian Chocolate

COFFEE BEAN DIDNT HAVE BELGIAN CHOCOLATE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. >=(

grrh.

so i need not pay for my PURE CHOCOLATE [still angry] cause someone lost in a deal with me. muahahahaha. okay, i wont say the name. i'll call it... Sasa, okay? :P Sasa is always online and never off ITS computer. so one fine beaaaauuutiful day, i made a deal with it.
"dont on your computer for one day, or else i get a Starbucks. :D"
Sasa switched it on the next day, not even 24hours, hahahaha :P NGAM NGAM we were in the same study group, and it was at Coffee Bean [WITH NO BELGIAN CHOCOLATE], so.. yalo. :)

many days have passed and im getting lazier and lazier to study. exams please end quicklllyyyyyyyy. :/

today is Addmath day. gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

delivery

we ordered pizza, mum and i.
yer no cheese powder..
its okay la. nice also what like this.
tula! didnt remind me to ask for cheese powder.
its okay.
your fault!

my mum is crazy about cheese too. i love her. :D

studying is suicide. omg Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Addmath, Math.

wifi. :]

i used my wifi to online at my sister's house last night and Kyrugma House this morning. it was fun. teeheeheehee. :D

anyway, wont be updating for quite a while. exams. :( BUT, please look for updates mostly in twitter. facebook will be, discreet. :D GET TWITTER YOU PEEPOS!

God bless you PMR takers! :)

Apple
-addicted to sleeping. :P [inside joke]

i'll be awaiting for that day.

why do i feel like even my words are lies?

sigh. what is this feeling.

phrrriiaannggg

Peterpan / Kukatakan dengan Indah

kukatakan dengan indah, dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka, menghampirinya
kau beri rasa yang berbeda, mungkinku salah
mengartikannya, yang kurasa cinta

tetapi hatiku, selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri


i dont know if you guys can hear this song or not cause it seems that the mp3 thingy is not playing in my computer but it was fine when i tested it. maybe lag. :/ yeah anyway, sorry for emoness. my aunty visited, thats how Oscar puts it lah. u ask him. i dont know why aunty.

all i wanna do these few days is sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. keep away from the knives!!!

hari hari mundur bagi saya. saya tidak tidur. kalau tidur, tidak mahu keluar dari katil. mahu nangis pun tidak boleh. hati macamlah hancur tapi masih bernyawa. ada apa denganmu hinggakan saya bercelaru?

gilerr

Boys like Girls / Real thing

Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
She turns it up
She says tonight you take me anywhere
Bobby's in luck
He got a fire burning in his eyes
He turns it up
And he says girl you better hold on tight

Cause this is the real thing
Love changes everything
This is the night when every heart's exploding
The real thing
Slow down it's happening
'Cause you got time to burn in the heat of the moment
That summer radio
Fireworks off the patio
A 3 AM string of green lights in a row
And the real thing
Love can change anything
If you can just let go (let's go!)
(The real thing, the real thing)

Jamie's alive
She's got him rushing through her veins tonight
So hit the lights
It feels too good to ever say goodbye

Whoa
Can't pull the brakes on this runaway train
'Cause whoa
This is the heartache that won't go away

Yeah, Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair

Just let go
Jamie just let go
(The real thing, the real thing)




i dont like Bobby.

City Harvest Church

OMG PS. KONG HEE IS THUMBS UP UNTIL THE THUMB COMES OFF YOU HAND MAANNN. his clothes are so shiny. *.* very beautiful wifey too. :D

I DIDNT GET TO SEE EVA AND LILIA. >=( WHY U GUYS HILANG SO FAST LIKE SQUIRRELSSSSSSSSSS.

sorry. early bah now. cant think straight. good morning. :)

oovoo-ing with Steffi and Dahngiao.