HEY!! I know ive been lost for..? 2days? Yea, I had reasons. I went to my youths
Worship team Retreat, thanks to
Vern. Cause I didn’t think Im still in worship team. Ive not been on stage for a year plus. I was actually, sort of, on probation cause there was something wrong with my life so yea. They did it like, out of reaction. They didn’t TELL me I was, but.. AIYA I JUST WAS LA KAY. xD they knew there was something wrong and they just did not put me on stage anymore. I didn’t mind. :) [so good kan.] cause I knew too. Well, ANYWAYS.. retreat!
So so so so so so so fun!! Specially the games. WOAH. I tell u man. Ugh. xD
credits to:
Terence;
Francisca;
Emmanuel;
Oscar;
Vern;
Aunty Rennie. Good game good game. GG!! xD and ALSO, thank God for blessing us that nothing bad happened and everything was.. not EXACTLY as planned, but God made it.. better. He was there. :)
Last night there was ministry time. And it was different. Normally ministry time u guys get prayed by people right? What we had was different. We were already in a circle, SO Vern said just sit down where we were and feel God’s presence. Talk to
Him personally. Pray for ourselves. It was truly awesome. :) I had some complications lately, so u cant imagine how long I sat down and hid my face between my knees, crying. and when they all stopped, i was still crying. xD Hah, yea.
Thank God also for.. blessing me. Has been blessing me. Like I said, I had a rough time and after a few moments I realized that I haven’t done my devotion yet. [my first devotion btw. Don’t laugh.] i needed a devotional book to help me do my devotion cause, there is nothing in Christianity that’s not new. it was studying the book of Nehemiah. If u read Nehemiah 1:1-11, its actually very, sort of tragic but touching. xD haha I don’t know what am I talking. But that’s what I think la so don’t judge me. It was truly.. a WOW. Back to story. I realized I haven’t done devotion yet. I opened the devotional booklet, and guess what the title was?
Face it and Feel it.
And I was like..
Oh.. my.. goodness..oh my goodness.. oh my goodness...
It was exactly what I was feeling. Exactly what I needed. And after reading reading reading, I smiled. :D so awesome oh. Oh and this didn’t happened in the retreat. It was.. few hours before the retreat. Yea. :D
I know ive typed a lot but last thing I wanna say is that, I thank God im a Christian and that I have so.. so AWESOME family in Christ. i actually talked to Oscar about my rough moments and I tell u ah.. school friends right, they tell u the things that u already know. How frustrating is that? They’ll say, “
just forget it la. Move on. Etc etc etc.” very general la, but Christian friends, they tell u more wiser things, more understanding. Im not boasting but, Christians ARE smarter than non-Christians. Not in study wise, OKAY. Sorry for those people I offended la kay. OH! And thank you
Apple for praying for me and
Steffi bearing+talking with me through the night last night. I love u guys. Everyone. :) thanks. [if u wanna see pictures, go Apple's blog la. i dont have, much.]see ya.
JaMie~*
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