i am..

Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsely represents a sentient being.

Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.

Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.

Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.

Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.

Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.


but NEVER am..

Cibophobia- Fear of food.

Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.

Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.

Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.

Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. <<< BBT

L for license and + for first aid

I WENT FOR MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON TODAY, FINALLY. so i found out im in ADC, but didnt use Viva to drive though just now. used a Kancil zai. so first was at Complex. my tutor not bad oh actually. he said that each step is like going from primary school to secondary and to college.

first lesson:

learn to move and stop the car.

second lesson:

learn to change gear whilst mooooving. (this, i tellllll youuuu...)

third lesson:

he didnt exactly mentioned this.. haha.

hes very understanding. i kasih xi huo the car twice. PANIC LIKE GILA. but he said its alright, its how we learn our mistakes. if it didnt happen, we wouldnt know what to do next time. he said dont panic and dont be scared whether if he'll scold me or not. just stop and think and do something about it. he said the mind must always be in the car and the eyes on the road. not a bad tutor after all :)

so he taught me how to move and stop the car and turn THE RIGHT WAY in Complex first. after that he asked me to drive to Likas Square. then to town, Karamunsing, Kian Kok and back home.

I DROVE HOME OH. =3

hand and legs hurt now. i should have known i need to warm up before getting into the car haha. but overall, he said i was not bad for a first-timer. :D happy!

so last saturday(23/10) we had a Hospital Visitation with one of the adults cell group to HQE. we had to give out goodie bags as a small token from our church, and have to ask if we can pray for them. OH! never, NEVER ask "how are you?". ask "are you feeling better today?". girls one group and guys one group. it went quite well actually. its kinda hard to talk to them cause you dont know what are gonna say that will upset them. have to be very aware and careful of what you say la.

theres one patient. he had a growth at his neck and doctor doesnt know what is it either. his wife was there. she was SO GRATEFUL that we were there. she thanked us like a guhzillion times. she said she has been praying for a miracle to happen. apparently, we were the miracle to her. :) God definitely answers prayer. :)

its nice to know that you are the hope that people want. although they dont show it on their faces, in their hearts they feel grateful and happy that somebody cares for them. a stranger. so what more their family members right? im happy we brought a little something into their lives, even just for a day. :) i really really admire those nurses and doctors. their kindness and patients towards the victims of any kind of sickness. no matter how they look(imperfect from the accident/disease), they can still love them just the same, or more even. i think we should learn this valuable lesson. :)

God loves all of us, the imperfect and perfect, all the same. <3

Apple & Gar

i think its about time to show this. hahaha. the video was supposed to be longer, but i dont know why my phone cacat, didnt record it. it PMS me :(

NEW CHALLENGER!

shift

so THEBIGWAR changed its date from the 22nd to 23rd cause of some event on that day. SPARED ANOTHER DAY! for those who dont have the new timetable, its here.

so next week is Gerak Gempur. another exam to keep us busy until SPM comes. every subject lasts for 2 hours. addmaths is of course an exception. one paper, one hour. i know its very very close but, im not ready! :(

nothing much to say about this week though. been studying, but not like gila hardcore. must get the PMR oomph back. or else.. :/

currently loving this song. :)

Keith Urban
Only You Can Love Me This Way

Well, I know there’s a reason
And I know there’s a rhyme
We were meant to be together
That’s why
We can roll with the punches
We can stroll hand in hand
And when I say it’s forever
You understand

That you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only you can love me this way

I could’ve turned a different corner
I could’ve gone another place
But I’d a-never had this feeling
That I feel today
Yeah

And you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
When it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only can love me this way

Ooooohh…

Na na, somebody love you

And you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only you can love me this way

Only you can love me this way

too much

ages ago. i forgot what event was this already. Gaya Street.

haha so i read back some of the posts i published, the ancient ones. some from other blogs like Xanga. i had the Friendster one but deleted already.

IT WAS EMBARRASSING.

cause i used to write about from what i do in the morning till night. i even typed out the time and what i did throughout my boring day. i even sorta like interacted with myself. i did this >>*sweat*. my goodness. o.o and i coloured my text with all sorts. i think it was really annoying when i read them xD KACAU OH.

i was a noob blogger man. now i know people dont read those. thats why i dont get comments xD it was a "NO WONDER" hit on the face.

i will blog better now okay? :P

oh, and ill deal with my blog layouts and stuff AFTER, the BIG thang. :S

27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

- John 14:27 -

the world can never be peaceful. fights, robberies, wars. God's peace is warm, comforting & eternal.

E3

today during cell group we did something different. we head over to the main church to play! many people couldnt make it so there was only Daniel, Gareleos, Ronald, Alicia, Frank and i. we played Captains Ball! instead of using volleyball, we used water balloons xD we had 4. Alicia dropped 3 during the game xD

next when all the balloons burst, BASKETBALL!! 30n3 man, game on! i was with Ronald and Frank a team. Alicia, Gar and Daniel one team. i forgot the score hahaha. we didnt really keep count cause it was so tiringgggg. lost my stamina, kenot kenot.

then about 530pm when we were at the roundabout, there was dog show! or we thought it was. we made a detour before heading back to Kyrugma :D THEYRE SO PRETTYYY!!! theres one thats sooo cute oh. okay okay, they arent so bad. but still doesnt change the fact that im a cat person. :p

showering in Kyrugma is fun :D i had dinner with Alicia, but i was the one eating and she was talking haha. she didnt eat. we went up to Peace room to dry our hair.

usually it would be Apple who eats with me. whenever i cross the roads, i think of her.

whenever i go Vedablu for icecream, i think of Vern.

whenever i go Warisan, i think of Kavita.

and when i have McFlurry, i think of Tim.

sorry no pictures. my phone would be in danger with those balloons. :p