Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, cant be returned because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.

-The X-Files-

i like this quote because it relates chocolates & life. MISHMASH!

echoes

everybodys gone now.

Melbourne, Australia

Russia

United Kingdom

you guys are mean! how can you just leave like that. :( i gave all 3 of you your own letters from me. i hope you guys dont lose it or something, because thats my love letter to you. never will i forget all the great times we had. silly, stupid, ngong moments. please come back soon.

i miss you guys dearly. :'(

antiques worth more

this is a plush Dino i saw in ToysRUs. so cute!! i hugged it everywhere while walking around ToysRUs xD its soft and big. its price is almost equivalent to my 1 month allowance man. i looked for a smaller one but they were so distorted and ugly. once i saw this plush, i took a photo and sent to Vern. the one dino-person i can never forget. :)

ps. Noah asked how am i during that week's Saturday night in EC. so-so i guess. still adapting to the difference. but, how am i gonna survive when Tim's, Vern's and slowly becoming to Kavita's and Apple's departure? i know i keep telling people: nahh, they'll come back, wth are you crying for.

maybe they feel they didnt spend much of their time with them and feel sad about it. and maybe i cause i have and would like to spend more. but that would be selfish aye?

my blessings to all of them, that they might shine in wherever they are settled. i love you guys <3

only this much

what is your limit?

can you stand for an hour or two without complaining?

can you stay awake for long hours to do work?

can you carry something that is almost as heavy as you?

can you hold your breath for 5minutes underwater?

can you stay quiet & nod when someone is scolding you?

can you stay put when watching some gory/thrilling movie?

can you win a non-blinking game?

can you accept the choices made for you, but its not what you wanted?

can you stay calm when the blame is put on you?

can you practice some musical instruments for 5hours?

can you not eat till dinner?

can you not swear for a week?

can you sit at your desk and shut everything out to study?

can you live without your phone?

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its things like these that could make you go crazy. that little scent of temptation, to break the fast. its when you can feel your stomach twist and your mind is not clear anymore. that burning thirst suppressing at your chest, pulling you towards what you cant do. an anger builds up and your body starts to tremble involuntarily.

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its hard these couple days. :(

what is your limit?

idk why cant i color my text. it just wont appear in my blog. :/

mingle

so this is a picture of all the movies i watched during the school+raya holidays.

first ticket is Grown Ups. HAHAHAHAHA STUPID MOVIE XD id love to try arrow roulette with Karen, Vern, Apple, Tim, Gar, Frank & Wilkins though. see who wins! :p watched it with Tim, Elaine & Karen. :)

second ticket is Resident Evil (18). it was fine to me. didnt know it ended when it did. weird ending and weird plot. the actress very geng & yeng, but Jolie still wins xD watched it with Tim, Karen, DEREK YONG >=(, Apple, Vern, Ollee, Mandy, Frances, Gar, Ronald & Frank.

third ticket is Devil (pg13). NOT PG13 MAN HAIYER. i watched it at 12.00am, adds the 'thrill'. :S when the movie ended, somebody said,"wo bu yao shang lift liao." hahaha. this was with Tim, Terence & Melvin.

last ticket: Step Up 3!! woiyoh my favorite scene was the dancing on the water part. ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT. Luke like kelefeh only one. ><

Absence diminishes small loves & increases great ones,
as the wind blows out the candle & fans the bonfire