breathe.

mind the vulgarity.

okay, emo-ness is returning from its course. i dont like it. :( the feelings similar, yet somehow different. i sense fear. what i dislikehate about being drowned by depression is the constant suffer it gives. like being burnt over and over where the skin heals fast to be burnt again. its never ending and its hard to stop. it can stop, but some people prefer it should stay, subconsciously or otherwise.

its like a tape worm in our body. slowly draining our lives bit by bit. making us feel the hurt and suffer before our death. we should cast away all parasites from affecting our emotions because theyre just a waste of our lives. hm :/ its not that im not strong. i feel fine actually. hormones? :(

a few people are being emotional these past few days. one thing i can say:
dont let your emotions control you, because one day you might find it useless and a shame to have contained those unnecessary feelings in your life.

i feel so frustrated by some things and by some people. i mean, seriously, get a life. :/ or at least get it back. it annoys me to know that some people just cant get a grip and face things just the way they are. well, congrats to you for letting the satan win over your mind. you asked for help. i want to help and am helping, but to me, you need not the help after all. cause youre not listening. youre missing out on the greatness in life by substituting all your useless rants and shits.

Jamie, you can get through this.