Jamie Lee

sorry!

2010-11-15T15:05:00.003+08:00

i have moved to Tumblr. sorry guys!

sushi!

2010-11-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

mum made sushiiii!!! :D:D:D i know it doesnt LOOK very nice, but it taste awesome! =3 theres: crabstick, cucumber, tuna, egg. MMMM~

pimples have been growing like weeds nowadays. every morning theres a new ally without fail. they are plotting to invade my whole face. ngeh.

daily lessons

2010-11-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

this is what i learnt today. wouldnt it be nice to to make a legacy? like, it would be nice to hear someone say,"i wanna be like [name here] because he/she is loving." it would be such an honor, yeah? :)

2010-11-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

WHY am i not asleep?

firstly, i slept in the afternoon waaaay too long so if i do get to bed now, id twist and turn like a gorilla for 2hours(always). :/ next its cause i tidak puas go to bed. and thirdly, im webcamming! watching him sleep. =3

so my w705 is busted. only the keypads la. not the numbers. just the surface. SO BABI MAN. i didnt get to save my contacts to my simcard because the buttons wont work! UGH so frustrating!! so im sorry if you text me and i reply "sorry whos this?", you know why. currently using my old phone, w850i. if the w705 wont get better, i think im gonna trade in both phones and get a new one. been browsing :D

SE phone quality seem to drop already :/ if i do get a new phone, i dont know which brand should i get cause i dont really fancy Nokia. heh.

TIMOTHY WONG, IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! :D

2010-10-29T20:06:00.001+08:00

i am..

Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsely represents a sentient being.

Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.

Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.

Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.

Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.

Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.

but NEVER am..

Cibophobia- Fear of food.

Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.

Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.

Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.

Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. <<< BBT

L for license and + for first aid

2010-10-25T19:21:00.003+08:00

I WENT FOR MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON TODAY, FINALLY. so i found out im in ADC, but didnt use Viva to drive though just now. used a Kancil zai. so first was at Complex. my tutor not bad oh actually. he said that each step is like going from primary school to secondary and to college.

first lesson:

learn to move and stop the car.

second lesson:

learn to change gear whilst mooooving. (this, i tellllll youuuu...)

third lesson:

he didnt exactly mentioned this.. haha.

hes very understanding. i kasih xi huo the car twice. PANIC LIKE GILA. but he said its alright, its how we learn our mistakes. if it didnt happen, we wouldnt know what to do next time. he said dont panic and dont be scared whether if he'll scold me or not. just stop and think and do something about it. he said the mind must always be in the car and the eyes on the road. not a bad tutor after all :)

so he taught me how to move and stop the car and turn THE RIGHT WAY in Complex first. after that he asked me to drive to Likas Square. then to town, Karamunsing, Kian Kok and back home.

I DROVE HOME OH. =3

hand and legs hurt now. i should have known i need to warm up before getting into the car haha. but overall, he said i was not bad for a first-timer. :D happy!

so last saturday(23/10) we had a Hospital Visitation with one of the adults cell group to HQE. we had to give out goodie bags as a small token from our church, and have to ask if we can pray for them. OH! never, NEVER ask "how are you?". ask "are you feeling better today?". girls one group and guys one group. it went quite well actually. its kinda hard to talk to them cause you dont know what are gonna say that will upset them. have to be very aware and careful of what you say la.

theres one patient. he had a growth at his neck and doctor doesnt know what is it either. his wife was there. she was SO GRATEFUL that we were there. she thanked us like a guhzillion times. she said she has been praying for a miracle to happen. apparently, we were the miracle to her. :) God definitely answers prayer. :)

its nice to know that you are the hope that people want. although they dont show it on their faces, in their hearts they feel grateful and happy that somebody cares for them. a stranger. so what more their family members right? im happy we brought a little something into their lives, even just for a day. :) i really really admire those nurses and doctors. their kindness and patients towards the victims of any kind of sickness. no matter how they look(imperfect from the accident/disease), they can still love them just the same, or more even. i think we should learn this valuable lesson. :)

God loves all of us, the imperfect and perfect, all the same. <3

Apple & Gar

2010-10-22T20:12:00.003+08:00

i think its about time to show this. hahaha. the video was supposed to be longer, but i dont know why my phone cacat, didnt record it. it PMS me :(

NEW CHALLENGER!

shift

2010-10-17T00:16:00.003+08:00

so THEBIGWAR changed its date from the 22nd to 23rd cause of some event on that day. SPARED ANOTHER DAY! for those who dont have the new timetable, its here.

so next week is Gerak Gempur. another exam to keep us busy until SPM comes. every subject lasts for 2 hours. addmaths is of course an exception. one paper, one hour. i know its very very close but, im not ready! :(

nothing much to say about this week though. been studying, but not like gila hardcore. must get the PMR oomph back. or else.. :/

currently loving this song. :)

Keith Urban
Only You Can Love Me This Way

Well, I know there’s a reason
And I know there’s a rhyme
We were meant to be together
That’s why
We can roll with the punches
We can stroll hand in hand
And when I say it’s forever
You understand

That you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only you can love me this way

I could’ve turned a different corner
I could’ve gone another place
But I’d a-never had this feeling
That I feel today
Yeah

And you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
When it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only can love me this way

Ooooohh…

Na na, somebody love you

And you’re always in my heart
You’re always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much
You’re never far behind
And there’s no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
‘Cause only you can love me this way

Only you can love me this way

too much

2010-10-12T00:04:00.005+08:00

ages ago. i forgot what event was this already. Gaya Street.

haha so i read back some of the posts i published, the ancient ones. some from other blogs like Xanga. i had the Friendster one but deleted already.

IT WAS EMBARRASSING.

cause i used to write about from what i do in the morning till night. i even typed out the time and what i did throughout my boring day. i even sorta like interacted with myself. i did this >>*sweat*. my goodness. o.o and i coloured my text with all sorts. i think it was really annoying when i read them xD KACAU OH.

i was a noob blogger man. now i know people dont read those. thats why i dont get comments xD it was a "NO WONDER" hit on the face.

i will blog better now okay? :P

oh, and ill deal with my blog layouts and stuff AFTER, the BIG thang. :S

2010-10-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

- John 14:27 -

the world can never be peaceful. fights, robberies, wars. God's peace is warm, comforting & eternal.

E3

2010-10-02T23:58:00.004+08:00

today during cell group we did something different. we head over to the main church to play! many people couldnt make it so there was only Daniel, Gareleos, Ronald, Alicia, Frank and i. we played Captains Ball! instead of using volleyball, we used water balloons xD we had 4. Alicia dropped 3 during the game xD

next when all the balloons burst, BASKETBALL!! 30n3 man, game on! i was with Ronald and Frank a team. Alicia, Gar and Daniel one team. i forgot the score hahaha. we didnt really keep count cause it was so tiringgggg. lost my stamina, kenot kenot.

then about 530pm when we were at the roundabout, there was dog show! or we thought it was. we made a detour before heading back to Kyrugma :D THEYRE SO PRETTYYY!!! theres one thats sooo cute oh. okay okay, they arent so bad. but still doesnt change the fact that im a cat person. :p

showering in Kyrugma is fun :D i had dinner with Alicia, but i was the one eating and she was talking haha. she didnt eat. we went up to Peace room to dry our hair.

usually it would be Apple who eats with me. whenever i cross the roads, i think of her.

whenever i go Vedablu for icecream, i think of Vern.

whenever i go Warisan, i think of Kavita.

and when i have McFlurry, i think of Tim.

sorry no pictures. my phone would be in danger with those balloons. :p

2010-09-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, cant be returned because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.

-The X-Files-

i like this quote because it relates chocolates & life. MISHMASH!

echoes

2010-09-28T19:33:00.006+08:00

everybodys gone now.

Melbourne, Australia

Russia

United Kingdom

you guys are mean! how can you just leave like that. :( i gave all 3 of you your own letters from me. i hope you guys dont lose it or something, because thats my love letter to you. never will i forget all the great times we had. silly, stupid, ngong moments. please come back soon.

i miss you guys dearly. :'(

antiques worth more

2010-09-25T14:45:00.003+08:00

this is a plush Dino i saw in ToysRUs. so cute!! i hugged it everywhere while walking around ToysRUs xD its soft and big. its price is almost equivalent to my 1 month allowance man. i looked for a smaller one but they were so distorted and ugly. once i saw this plush, i took a photo and sent to Vern. the one dino-person i can never forget. :)

ps. Noah asked how am i during that week's Saturday night in EC. so-so i guess. still adapting to the difference. but, how am i gonna survive when Tim's, Vern's and slowly becoming to Kavita's and Apple's departure? i know i keep telling people: nahh, they'll come back, wth are you crying for.

maybe they feel they didnt spend much of their time with them and feel sad about it. and maybe i cause i have and would like to spend more. but that would be selfish aye?

my blessings to all of them, that they might shine in wherever they are settled. i love you guys <3

only this much

2010-09-22T20:16:00.010+08:00

what is your limit?

can you stand for an hour or two without complaining?

can you stay awake for long hours to do work?

can you carry something that is almost as heavy as you?

can you hold your breath for 5minutes underwater?

can you stay quiet & nod when someone is scolding you?

can you stay put when watching some gory/thrilling movie?

can you win a non-blinking game?

can you accept the choices made for you, but its not what you wanted?

can you stay calm when the blame is put on you?

can you practice some musical instruments for 5hours?

can you not eat till dinner?

can you not swear for a week?

can you sit at your desk and shut everything out to study?

can you live without your phone?

* * *

its things like these that could make you go crazy. that little scent of temptation, to break the fast. its when you can feel your stomach twist and your mind is not clear anymore. that burning thirst suppressing at your chest, pulling you towards what you cant do. an anger builds up and your body starts to tremble involuntarily.

its hard these couple days. :(

what is your limit?

idk why cant i color my text. it just wont appear in my blog. :/

mingle

2010-09-21T18:49:00.004+08:00

so this is a picture of all the movies i watched during the school+raya holidays.

first ticket is Grown Ups. HAHAHAHAHA STUPID MOVIE XD id love to try arrow roulette with Karen, Vern, Apple, Tim, Gar, Frank & Wilkins though. see who wins! :p watched it with Tim, Elaine & Karen. :)

second ticket is Resident Evil (18). it was fine to me. didnt know it ended when it did. weird ending and weird plot. the actress very geng & yeng, but Jolie still wins xD watched it with Tim, Karen, DEREK YONG >=(, Apple, Vern, Ollee, Mandy, Frances, Gar, Ronald & Frank.

third ticket is Devil (pg13). NOT PG13 MAN HAIYER. i watched it at 12.00am, adds the 'thrill'. :S when the movie ended, somebody said,"wo bu yao shang lift liao." hahaha. this was with Tim, Terence & Melvin.

last ticket: Step Up 3!! woiyoh my favorite scene was the dancing on the water part. ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT. Luke like kelefeh only one. ><

Absence diminishes small loves & increases great ones,
as the wind blows out the candle & fans the bonfire

2010-07-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

the word,
CHRISTIAN

without CHRIST,
~~CHRIST~~IAN

all thats left is,
IAN

which,
I. A. N.

stands for,
I AM NOTHING

i hantam title okay

2010-06-30T22:47:00.004+08:00

A never-ending journey

It was that morning when we set sail to the sea. The air was misty and wet as it rained the night before. The sun had just awoken from its sleep. As it rose from its bed of clouds, its rays stretched from the North to the South, from the East to the West. The sea waves glistened like little glow-worms.

The ship was not like any other ships. Its body was made from hard wood, tough enough to withstand the cruel waves of the sea. The surrounding of the ship was dressed with moist, green moss. The sails were white with its pearly glaze. As much as we hoped for, there were no captains or pirates or any of his crews. There were no skeleton flags, cannons, gruesome dungeons or swords. There were only us, you and I.

The ship sailed by itself, guided from the zephyrs of the wind. When night started to cover its dark blanket over the sky, the sun descended. It gave a mighty, yet sleepy golden light just to greet us goodnight. Not long after, the sun sunk to the abyss of the sea. This time, the moon was seen, hanging with the dazzling stars in the sky. It felt as if we existed in another world, a whole new dimension. But the night did not just went by like that. The waves of the sea started to battle. As it continued to crash and roar, the clouds joined in to watch. There were applauses and encores of thunders and lightings.

Although there was so much happening, the ship stood still and calm. There were no waves that pushed the ship to cause a to-and-fro motion. Somehow, it felt like there was a force-field protecting us. It was like the gods above wanted no interference between you and me. As we watched the battle under the net of stars, the world started to blur and fade from our sight.

I felt a friendly, warm hug on the chilly morning. It was you. It was the early dawn of a brand new day. I stood and saw that the battle of the waves was over. I then had a moment of thought on who won. Suddenly, I felt a very protective grab at my waist. I heard your voice slipping through your lips saying, “Look! That’s us!” I followed the trace of your hand pointing forward.

I spotted two figures. They were not moving. They did not have eyes, lips, nose nor ears. They just stood still and stared right back at us. “Who are they?” I wondered.

It then dawned on me that it was us. It was you and I. It was our silhouette, framed to the surface of the sea. I then shifted my eyes to yours. Your eyes were shining with excitement, yet soft and warm. I smiled with relief. We watched the sun rise from the seabed, accompanied by the two figures, swaying with the waves.

where?

2010-06-21T19:10:00.008+08:00

what ive been doing for the last 2 weeks :D

one day, it rained like crazy. seee! so foggy.

this is.. aunty Millie! so yeng oh kan. this was during Father's Day in Abundant Life.

my DAAAARLING baby Jasper. <3

LOOK AT THE HAIRDRYER. blue light = ultraviolet. the box says so!

makeup[left], no makeup[right]

ini bukan couple okay. just wanted to let you guys see how dirty mine is xD

LAW TEST!!

i drew everything here besides the pretty apple drawn by, who else? APPLE LAH. :p

shes faaaaassstt. wooshh~~

look like shes flying kan HAHA

Jeson & Gar. GAR WON OH.

kai zai.

pretty sunset at Sutera.

dad & i. xD
Karens killer heels.
i took a bite of CHOCOLATE ice cream at karens. hehe so nice. =3
did her nails with the help of celotape.

during KPP, we made a shoe tower. TEAMWORK!

we were very bored cause it only started 2 hours later. 930am delayed to 1130am. MEEHHHH.
my lovely book. :D
blue[Karens], pink[mine]

hehehehehe, kacau. :p

My Heart

2010-06-08T20:53:00.001+08:00

Di sini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah

Sayangku akan hilang...

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart... My heart...

2010-06-01T17:14:00.004+08:00

these were the pictures i wanted to post up.

this was funny. the leg so kesian.

left: (heel) painful.

right: (shoe) less painful..

totally thought of the da yu and xiao yu man.

both pictures was in Physics reference book. imagine how much fun i has while studying aeh?

anybody there?

2010-05-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

EXAMS OVER! :D

finally getting some good rest after a month of torture. mm.. :) so hows everybody doing? seems its true that 2010 is predicted as a tough year. but hey, when you've got your homies, you've got homies man haha. :D

anyone of you being a shadow of whoever you're spending time with? when that person is taking all the spotlight, the cheers and roses.. where are you? next to him? in front? stuck behind within the curtains in the shadows?

COME ALIIIIVEEE LIKE A MUMMY!! stop hiding and preserving yourself. its enough. for once, go into the light. let everyone be able to see you, to see what you're capable of. i mean, we're created uniquely and differently. how can u say that God just made you out of someone else's image? He made you YOU.

i dont know why im saying this haha.

2010-05-08T00:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY WONG!!! :D :D :D

costly

2010-05-06T20:43:00.003+08:00

the person you love should be a person who keeps you going; not pull you down, to be able to study; not stop your responsibilities. he/she should not be the person who only can make you dream dreams and hope on fictional stories.

this works both genders okay. no discrimination, haha. but, dont you agree? :)

that person should not stop you from doing what is right and put their on greedy-self for their own good. that person should not make you fantasize what isnt real, only to last for that period of time. if you have believed in them fully then you ngong lo. :P

but we are humans anyway right? thats why we need failures to have success. LEARN from it! dont be stupid and repeat your dirty footsteps. it wont be easy to wash it off after a while, you know?

that person should be your motivation to do things, whether or not in work, studies, chores or decision-making. that person is NOT your solution but helps you to look for solution. that person should also be a person who is able to help you face your fears and build your abilities up.

most of all, that person should love you for who you are because he/she loves you for who you are and what you do at the first place. =3

me and you

2010-04-04T00:42:00.007+08:00

"i want to marry my best friend because FRIENDSHIP, not ROMANCE, is the FOUNDATION of a LONG-LASTING RELATIONSHIP."

got it from a book. :D

very very inspiring. very true indeed though. to meet someone you do not know of and dates, if you get into an argument, NAH. APA MACAM? you have to use tricks and lovey dovey stuff to cheer him/her up.

but with the best friend label, you know what she/he wants. because you understand them so much. but of course some people say being too understanding can be really annoying at times. well, at least your relationship isnt based on pick up lines, right? :D

in my opinion, you can only love someone if you really know who they really are. whether theyre with friends, family or you. everything counts! without accepting any part of their NORMALITY, huhu.. not a keeper lo you. :p shame shame.

not to Hogwarts. :)

2010-03-04T22:11:00.004+08:00

i wouldnt be here if it wasnt you. you've let me practice my unknown gift, realized that i can do more for Eklektos. i will no longer feel alone because you've placed me into the heart of Eklektos. i am known because of you. my efforts and talents are recognized by you. if there was no you, there wont be a ministry we have now that is so so fun and family-like. you brought us together, all kinds of personalities clashed. at first it might seem to be a disaster, but you made it all better. (i just made another rhyme! :p)

when all dark and laughing voices behind my backs, you were there to facilitate me. whether or not im jolly sunshine full of happiness or down in the dumps, you made it all better because you make me feel like im special to you. that im capable like everyone else. you would laugh at my stupid jokes, when i actually personally know it doesnt really make much sense, haha. you make me feel like im wanted and belonged.

this person very special to me. a person that taught me many things: philosophically, spiritually, socially, emotionally. this person i can never describe because it will be tons and tons of paragraphs. this feeling you'd only know if you've met her.

thank you Eilvane Chieng Ai Vern. ♥

the ol' times

2010-02-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

i was in the bus, back seat this time. i didnt mind though. there was 3 primary school kids sitting behind me. they were talking in Chinese, about how many classes they have and all.

boy1 boy2

ni de ke shi A dao Z ah?

mei you ziang li hai lah. A dao F ba le.

F shi zhui ben ah?

ah shi lo.

MMHMM. theres more.

ni de Bulbasaur bian liao lah?

bian liao Ivysaur lo.

wah zhiang kuai. sho mo level oh?

qi shi. wo yao kuai kuai bian da qi Venusaur.

i wanted to join int he topic but they were speaking Chinese, more cun than mine so i shaddap. made me happy though. :)

2010-02-04T17:21:00.002+08:00

MINI SPORTS DAY TOMORROW AT 730AM-5PM STADIUM. (lunch break at 1130am-2pm)

sprained ankle. enough said.

i am a conductor

2010-01-27T13:58:00.002+08:00

really. my face and hands and legs feels like a heat conductor. whenever theres sun, even just a little, they hurt. i can feel the heat at my face.

im a bit sakai. this is my second time experiencing sunburn. first time was years back. hahaha. :D

my cheeks and forehead are red. my hands and legs have different color. the white phase, and the dark phase. i want my aloevera lahh.

tomato

2010-01-26T17:33:00.003+08:00

i need you Steffi & Karen. us and us only please. i want sleepover. i want mcflurry sama-sama. i want candy day. i want to take pictures. i want to swim. i want you guys.

200m and pagar.

400m [x]

i see shadows everywhere that i go
its you reminding me
of how we were
of it was
i see shadows everywhere they follow
its you and memories
of how we loved
i had enough of your shadows

the sun today was fierce. i have never seen my face this red before.
sunburn. :S

gate jump

2010-01-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

currently so so so so in love with Westlife - Shadows.

SPORTS DAY IS ON 11TH FEBRUARY SCHOOL FIELD. :D

MERENTAS DESA ON 30TH JANUARY.

today tried lompat pagar. uihhh syok oh. :) but so so so terrified and paranoid man. like when im few inches away from the thing, i panic for a split second thinking i cant jump over it. ehh but dapat oh. :D everyone should try it man really. i hit it once today. woah bruise. :S

im joinin 200m, 400m and lompat pagar. im not good in all of them but ill try my best though. i hate it when people stare at me giving me the you-cant-do-it-look. ehh sorry lah bah.

I NEED LEG MUSCLEEESSSS!!!

rodent

2010-01-19T17:58:00.003+08:00

MY MUM GOT THIS. hahahhaaaahah she was getting fed up with the mouse in the kitchen. see those small itty bitty thingy? those are the treats. PROVIDED. mum said shes gonna add more stuff to it. kick. xD

been busy lately. i joined running again this year. :D dont care lah i kai or not. ITS MY LAST YEAR AND I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT. so far so good. oh and went swimming yesterday with Apple, Jeson and Oscar at Sutera. it rained in the beginning, but all shine after. :D we played with the slide. xD we rent the buoy donut thingy to sit on it when we're sliding down. so fast oh! but the guard saw, so cannot use it anymore after a few slides. :(

pretty pissy these few days. hambalalalalalakillzepygmywithaswordmincefrychopslaughterstabmuahahahambalalalalala

voodoo you oh.

glass pieces

2010-01-16T01:09:00.003+08:00

visit this link! truly from us: Steffi, Karen, Daphne and i. the McFlurry song by the Glass Pieces. thats us. :)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=284081636350

lazy wanna update ooohh. uhm joined running again this year. can run cannot run sui bian lah. its my last year, run only whether lose or win. :D been having training. means got muscle cramps. i was walking like a plank the next day after first training. xD

i stepped on a cat in school the other day. luckily it didnt mengclaw me. after i stepped, another friend accidentally stepped on it too. xD tula kan. temberang oh the cat. still wanna sleep at the same spot.

i love my wonderful E6 cell group. :)

i love vj

2010-01-10T01:02:00.002+08:00

a few more steps

2009-12-27T16:46:00.009+08:00

2010 is so so near. and to think that i couldnt wait till Sports Day, till CNY, till bazaar, till final term exam and finally, Christmas. this year passed by in just a glimpse. i told Vern the other day,"woah i have to write the regrets and the things im happy that ive done this year in my blog again. so fast. :O." so here it goes,

achievements:

I GAINED WEIGHT. - 2kg

met new friends and got close.

acquaintance now best friends.

spent a whole lot of cash at once for something special.

learnt new values.

im sure theres more but i just cant remember. :S

regrets:

i lost weight :/ - 1kg

again, not making the best of my year.

2010 resolution:

GAIN WEIGHT.

STOP GROWING TALLER.

GET MEATY.

facilitate well in CF.

lead well in badminton.

lead well in Cell Group.

stop dilly dallying in my studies.

DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE!!!

be a good senior. xD

here are some photos that are not uploaded in Facebook. :P

Christmas Day in Panpac.

DON BUDD. :D

puppets!

lense-less glasses.

Cavan's farewell.

Vern. :D

she didnt wanna pose oh ish.

Prom Night.

Care Haven. lovely memories here. <3

ze Apple. :P

KENA DIA TU FLASH.

Jeremy & Frank. VJ day.

Recipe House. =3

you guess lah who this is.

Thanksgiving. :)

JANICE CHIN!

im going camp tomorrow. gotta study the materials. more than 100 pages. T.T baibai.

2009-12-23T02:33:00.001+08:00

I LOVE OOVOO

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOOMGKNKJBLSDHIJGGGGGGGG

miao and i too

2009-12-23T01:37:00.005+08:00

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

*mwr

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

*HAI

*:)

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

*^^

**suggests a cookie*

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

**pats*

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

**requests a cookie*

**strongly requests a cookie*

**give me a cookie or else*

.i love cheeo scolate . says:

**pats*

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:

**walks over to cookie jar and gets his own cookie*

get oovoo

2009-12-21T02:45:00.002+08:00

they were both in the kitchen. hahaha.

eating. it was nearly 3am.

what the love

2009-12-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

please please please do not read this if youre having the crappiest mood. frustrating post below.

i LOATHE people who thinks they are right. like all the doings they did and do are right. just because someone else has done something wrong, that person will automatically notice the wrongs and blame everything. whereas when he does it and when we advice, he says there isnt anything wrong. but he did the same. stuck up people who NEVER admit their wrongs. their twisted big headed brains makes it too heavy for them to carry are messed up. using people to do their dirty tricks. to ask for pity. they dont have their own strength to even solve their own problems. worse is to bring other people in to help. ooh so mature. i can see how grown up you are. to teach people about the right and wrongs. you yourself dont even know what rights do u have to do so. such selfish minds. to want people to fulfill your own needs, your own importance, your own dignity. bloody crap la. youre old enough to know what is this and that. to know why it isnt right. to know what to avoid. but your big crappy head wont understand. anger wouldnt solve anything, especially mine. but it seems that its the only way you would HOPEFULLY understand why is it wrong, why is it so important and why its strongly opposed. you think you know all that but honestly, you have no clue whats going on.

i need someone to punch. Sant, need your arm.

miao and i

2009-12-09T02:23:00.002+08:00

- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*hahaha
*i only always look for one thing in friends...
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*people that calls u creepy?
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*a good heart and a quicky mind
*humans are the same everywhere
*if they dont understand it, they'll say its creepy
*the only people that think i'm creepy are the dumb blonde types. not necessarily girls, of course.
*its the same way they think cats are creepy
*cos they say 'i never know what a cat is thinking!!'
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*OHYES. i gt a question. i dont get why blondes are dumb and not brunettes or any other colored hair xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*ahhaha
*it's a stereotype
*however
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*cats ARENT creepy.
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*u see
*i know u understand cats.
*therefore u dont thnk they're creepy
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*i had 13 cats what dyu think xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*xD
*i love cats cos they're probably more human than anything else
*they behave like us.
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*YESSSSS. more than dogs. somehow at some point
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*they seem... almost sentient
*like humans, just that they meow instead of talk
*dogs piss u off becos they're dumb
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*YALAH
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*cats piss u off becos they KNOW it pisses u off
.i love cheeo scolate . says:
*i think im gonna blog this xD
- = ĐaV|Ð = - says:
*xD

2009-12-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

APPLE GOTS FACEBOOK.

I HAS COME ALIVE

2009-12-06T17:54:00.004+08:00

Derek: lazy to update baaaaahhhhhhh. :P

blog has been dead for a while. notice that only with Twitter and Facebook isnt enough so decided to blog again.

i love my mum. :) today is my 4th day being sick. the last few nights i had high fever. i shiver during the night and with aching body. time after time, i'd feel a gentle touch at my face. its my mums. :) she'd be the human thermometer. wake me up to eat my medicine. shes not like those mums who just wanna carry her own duty as a mum, but she really does care for her children. for me. ahh. <3 :)

Keren is STILL in Australia. Steffi going there soon. :( its like a give or take deal. sigh.

so the last few weeks without Keren, Steffi and i went everywhereeeeeee. Sunny's, Baron's, Claudia's, Derek's (YOUR HOUSE SO NICE), Alex's,... yeah. mostly Sunny's though. boring oh without Keren. every time we thought of you, we'd go,"oh yeah. Australia.." :(

and OH. I FINALLY MET UP WITH EEEEVVVAAAAAAAAA. :D :D :D isnt that wonderful love? saw her the second time in City Mall. so sorry i didnt properly greet you. :/ two more person i HAVE TO meet: Lilia Wong & Fiona Yong. :)

guys! please visit: www.youtube.com/EklektosCelebration these are the video announcements from Eklektos Youth Celebration. :D

2009-11-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

mum me
*puts lin dan down* nah ngai bin ngi tong zhai. gugugugugugugu sit tong zhai.
yee.. mentos.
tong zhai

i wont be updating my blog for a while. lazy. :/ i dont know why but my leg has scratch marks. i guess some creature was jealous of the way i slept so it scratched me. :O nah.

sick now. i need rest. :) school is ending soon. God bless you SPM-ers! missing you all already. :(

psshht.

2009-10-30T14:15:00.004+08:00

i think this is the longest ive never updated, haha. ohyes,
EXAM IS OVEEEERRRRRRRRR.
kinda overdue, but who cares. if im happy, you guys are happy, kan? :P

anyway, i didnt want to go school today. NEITHER did anyone wanted to. BUT, (insert name here) said we have to or else, he'll kill us. EVERYBODY came today just for HIM. after recess we went into class and expecting him. TWO WHOLE BLOODY PERIODS HE DIDNT SHOW UP. wanted our class monitor to call him up, but he said before never do that. MANATAU HE DIDNT COME. &*%&#$%@%$#^&$%&^$&^$^*%&*%*&%#^%#&**#%*#@$#*$*$&%$^%$&^$*$&^@$#@#!@ babi.

dont ask my classmates hows school today. theyre as pissed as i am. UGH.

tomorrow my youth is gonna have the Interchurch Prayer with the churches in KK. i hope that other churches that didnt know about this or not involve come to pray too. lets pray for Malaysia together. :) 7.30pm till 930pm, Kyrugma House.

currently loving Boys and girls // Pixie Lott and pearl color. :D

my brother who became a man, by becoming a bear. - Brother Bear.

Gorilla man

2009-10-23T12:59:00.003+08:00

Taaarzan.
Oh i see.
Tarzan. Oh i see. *points to Jane*
no no no. no.
no no no. no. *mimics Jane*
no no no. *clears throat* Jane. Tarzan. Jane.
Jane..

hahaha sorry. i just love Disney Productions. i wont deny that i still watch cartoons. u guys grow up too quickly. migrate to Neverland and you'll never grow. HAHAHAHA. xD

5 more papers left babeh. woots! :D Chemistry 1, 2 ,3, Biology 3 and Physics 3. got back my Addmath paper 1 today. 61/80. Bala was all smiles so i guess hes okay with my marks. phew.

exam days are kinda fun. i get to see people cheat and drool on their paper and do funny stuff when theyve got nothing else to do after completing their papers. hahaha.

i've never felt so aliiiiive!!
good, im gonna kill ya.
hang on now missy.

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

2009-10-19T14:23:00.004+08:00

im very happy cause i THINK i studied well for History. especially about Nabi Muhammad and the Hijrah thing. well, at least my essay didnt get shorter each time i start a new question. :)

OMG MY MUM JUST BROKE SOME PRETTY AMAZING NEWS TO MEEE!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! :D :D :D wanna know? ask me personally. teeheeheeheeheehee. =3 =3 =3

my blog is very dead yeah? 13 papers left. this week is tough because its all the Science subjects. :S tomorrows Physics. aaaahhhh... die.

might RECONSTRUCT my blog again. after exam. :) and bring this blog back to life. thats gonna be in my to-do-list. so i paid for prom already. so so so broke now. thank goodness its exam.

tonight theres a meeting with Lighthouse215. i dont know if i should go. i have to study Physics, but i really really wanna meet theemmm!! :( so how? :/

"doubt is luxury we cant afford sweetie." - i forgot which movie. :(

check my twitter for updates! :) my facebook under maintenance. GAAARRHH.

currently into Crazier // Taylor Swift. mm. <3

2009-10-15T15:11:00.003+08:00

so so in love with Ryan Cabrera-Its you.

weeeee!! windows media player is playing Brick by boring brick-Paramore. =3 =3

6 papers are done! English, Maths and Bm. i think i screwed up my Bm. GAAAAHHHH.. im scared i fail again. :( ate chocolates for 2 weeks straight to help me study, haha. i think im getting heatty.

i didnt know Mrs. Lorna is indian. :D Happy Deepavali. sawadikaaaaap. [in advance]

oh man i did a stupid thing last night. DAAAAANNGGGAAAAHHHHH. *bite self* so embarrassed la omggg... Jamie dont do stupid things again. THINK FIRST! :/

"darling you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception,
you are the only exception."

Apple is gonna comment on this. hahahahaha. :P

Belgian Chocolate

2009-10-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

COFFEE BEAN DIDNT HAVE BELGIAN CHOCOLATE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. >=(

grrh.

so i need not pay for my PURE CHOCOLATE [still angry] cause someone lost in a deal with me. muahahahaha. okay, i wont say the name. i'll call it... Sasa, okay? :P Sasa is always online and never off ITS computer. so one fine beaaaauuutiful day, i made a deal with it.
"dont on your computer for one day, or else i get a Starbucks. :D"
Sasa switched it on the next day, not even 24hours, hahahaha :P NGAM NGAM we were in the same study group, and it was at Coffee Bean [WITH NO BELGIAN CHOCOLATE], so.. yalo. :)

many days have passed and im getting lazier and lazier to study. exams please end quicklllyyyyyyyy. :/

today is Addmath day. gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

delivery

2009-10-08T20:36:00.002+08:00

we ordered pizza, mum and i.
yer no cheese powder..
its okay la. nice also what like this.
tula! didnt remind me to ask for cheese powder.
its okay.
your fault!

my mum is crazy about cheese too. i love her. :D

studying is suicide. omg Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Addmath, Math.

wifi. :]

2009-10-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

i used my wifi to online at my sister's house last night and Kyrugma House this morning. it was fun. teeheeheehee. :D

anyway, wont be updating for quite a while. exams. :( BUT, please look for updates mostly in twitter. facebook will be, discreet. :D GET TWITTER YOU PEEPOS!

God bless you PMR takers! :)

Apple
-addicted to sleeping. :P [inside joke]

i'll be awaiting for that day.

2009-09-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

why do i feel like even my words are lies?

sigh. what is this feeling.

phrrriiaannggg

2009-09-27T00:09:00.003+08:00

Peterpan / Kukatakan dengan Indah

kukatakan dengan indah, dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka, menghampirinya
kau beri rasa yang berbeda, mungkinku salah
mengartikannya, yang kurasa cinta

tetapi hatiku, selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

i dont know if you guys can hear this song or not cause it seems that the mp3 thingy is not playing in my computer but it was fine when i tested it. maybe lag. :/ yeah anyway, sorry for emoness. my aunty visited, thats how Oscar puts it lah. u ask him. i dont know why aunty.

all i wanna do these few days is sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. keep away from the knives!!!

hari hari mundur bagi saya. saya tidak tidur. kalau tidur, tidak mahu keluar dari katil. mahu nangis pun tidak boleh. hati macamlah hancur tapi masih bernyawa. ada apa denganmu hinggakan saya bercelaru?

gilerr

2009-09-25T17:52:00.003+08:00

Boys like Girls / Real thing

Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair
She turns it up
She says tonight you take me anywhere
Bobby's in luck
He got a fire burning in his eyes
He turns it up
And he says girl you better hold on tight

Cause this is the real thing
Love changes everything
This is the night when every heart's exploding
The real thing
Slow down it's happening
'Cause you got time to burn in the heat of the moment
That summer radio
Fireworks off the patio
A 3 AM string of green lights in a row
And the real thing
Love can change anything
If you can just let go (let's go!)
(The real thing, the real thing)

Jamie's alive
She's got him rushing through her veins tonight
So hit the lights
It feels too good to ever say goodbye

Whoa
Can't pull the brakes on this runaway train
'Cause whoa
This is the heartache that won't go away

Yeah, Jamie's in love
She's got the summer blowing through her hair

Just let go
Jamie just let go
(The real thing, the real thing)

i dont like Bobby.

City Harvest Church

2009-09-25T03:30:00.002+08:00

OMG PS. KONG HEE IS THUMBS UP UNTIL THE THUMB COMES OFF YOU HAND MAANNN. his clothes are so shiny. *.* very beautiful wifey too. :D

I DIDNT GET TO SEE EVA AND LILIA. >=( WHY U GUYS HILANG SO FAST LIKE SQUIRRELSSSSSSSSSS.

sorry. early bah now. cant think straight. good morning. :)

oovoo-ing with Steffi and Dahngiao.

triangle

2009-09-23T21:46:00.002+08:00

had worship practice today. it was fun. :D know why? cause Steffi dahling was there which made it more fun. :) practice was good. need a little adjustments and practices still but yeah, good bah.

babe, Deved, Victor, Douglas, Oscar, Gar and i went BK for lunchh. played pool after with Sunny, Miah and Anand. syok oh kan. :D sunny wont be happy about this but im just gonna say it anyway. i beat Sunny in pool. :P teeheeheehee. eh, nasib baik not caps okay? haha.

left to Kyrugma for VJ auditions. Gar, Shiung and Frank auditioned. they were really good. of course there will be nervous moments but hey, who dont? even though im the official one, u have no IDEA how many takes i had to redo. really, like really really. good job. :)

THEN left for badminton from 5 to 7pm. teamed with Eric Chong versus Oscar and Jeson. kalah gao gao oh. xD sorry Eric. long time didnt play so, a really bad assist. thank you for bearing with me. :D

wooh, so tired now. whole day man, since 10am til 7pm. gillleeeeerrr. :O tidur. :)

darn. i said something i shouldnt today and i cant take it back. :/ i feel such a fool.

VJ & Karen's party

2009-09-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

i feel so lazy to blog these days cause it seems to lose its point already. :/

Aivern came up with the LIVE VJ announcements. Jess and i were the VJ's. had to memorise scripts and act in a telly. thanks to Sam Ku and Apple for decorating the telly by the way. :) last was ALMOST a disaster. Jess and i went back stage, crept behind the curtain to look for the telly. we didnt know it was already out so we panicked [behind the curtain]. Aivern totally did a great job extending the time. :) we go out and show time! Jess popped up first. then when it was my turn, *pop* *head mic came off* UUUGHHHHH. audience laughed so erm, yay? thank goodness both of us remembered our lines. good job partner. :)

then rushed to Karen's party straight after. ngam ngam photo-taking time. :D the best thing about the party was seeing Karen in a dress :P, to see my babe on stage [Steffi darling] and THE MOST AWESOMEST CHOCOLATE CAKE. :OOOOO sayang i didnt tapau. :(

Tinker Bell

2009-09-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

"slow down Cheese!"
"the mouse name is Cheese?"
"must be. he comes when we yell."

2009-09-20T03:58:00.001+08:00

When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

/ Linkin Park

chocoholic freak

2009-09-17T15:08:00.005+08:00

went BK for dinner last night with Justin, Steffi babe, Dahngiao and Ivan.
Steffi, Dahngiao, Ivan and i went Metro, but it was fully packed. :(
then left to McD drive-thru. beli McFlurry. =3
sent Dahngiao home and to Karens. yeap, she was surprised. :D
talked for an hour plus? outside her house.
Ivan then sent Steffi and i home.

fun kan? :D

Elaine and i going Wisma Merdeka for lasagna tomorrow. teeheeheehee. =3 and mum came back from Labuan last night. CHOCOLATES BABEHH. oh and these photos. im just TOO lazy to put them up in Facebook. uhh.
jaaaaassssttteeeennn!!
*flek flek!*
-_< :D
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :D

sentence of the day: i dont bong.

Leo Installation Night

2009-09-14T15:15:00.003+08:00

overall, its was boring. well for me at least. since im not a Leo member, not PTI nor VIP either. pictures are up in Facebook. :D

Olivia and Dean got nominated as the Best Dressed. we were all rooting for them, but none of them got the post. too bad. :( oh yeah, good job All Saints dancers! ;) i sat with Elaine and with the form 6. sexy ladeh. :P awkward moments when Elaine left to the stage i was alone with them. 0.0

ohyes, lucky draw. Elaine Me MC
064!
yer why not 063 oh Elaine. >=(
*do the shoulder thing*
next draw is.. 063!
*stunned. stands up and walk to the stage*

mum said after i left to SGCC, she prayed to God to bless me. He blessed me with a hamper. :D i love my mama. :) <3 teeheeheeheee.. 1 week supply boss.

early sleepers

2009-09-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

rollercoaster ride

2009-09-10T19:00:00.003+08:00

yes, PLEEEAAAAAASSEEE COME!!! :) click to enlarge aaaaahhhhhh.... :)

so i THOUGHT that today would be such a wonderful day. u know, birds chirping, the clear blue sky, friends to hang and laugh with. BUT, some majorannoyingalienfrompluto scolded me because of my hair. there was never a problem with my hair. 3 years in a row, my hair is clipped that way and no one, NO ONE ever scolded me for it. UGH.

Sunny say im like a guy cause i said i walked back to class to sleep after that majorannoyingalienfrompluto scolded me and when i woke, i feel better. proud to be like one! :P iih, biarlah.

yay!!! going Doulos tomorrow!!! =3 im leader of group 2. leading 1 Integriti. im so so excited for the programmes Doulos staffs has for ussss!! :D :D

Karen, Lixian, Olivia, Luqman, Marcellus, Velerey, Hanif and i wrote notes on pieces of paper and spammed teacher Judy's kancil today. :D teeheeheeheehee. in and out. *we asked for her car key and she gave. xD*

vocal lessons?

2009-09-07T17:29:00.005+08:00

we sang 'Heal The World - MJ' in Biology class today. sudahlah Judy M J Thomblon kan. hahahah.

i was thinking. why is Paris Hilton famous? like, Britney, Hilary, they got famous because of their singing. some got famous for their products. but, Paris Hilton? she did not get famous for her singing nor products [nor having a new bff crap show]. :O i need an answer!

and again, light as a feather. :D yay! going Doulos this friday! but gonna miss addmaths. differentiation. :( psst! i wan my ashes to be in the ocean okay? :)

Jim Sturgess in the movie 21 is sexy. =3

mr. Bala me
hi Jamie.
hi teacher!
*walks pass*

he doesnt like it if i said 'Good morning teacher!'

hailstorm

2009-09-05T14:36:00.005+08:00

GILA this morning it rained so fiercely. and to think i could get my sweet and quiet sleep. it felt like the thunders and lightning crashing into each other WHAM and goes BOOOMM!!! and the houses go tokek bing bung tokek. and animals go *squeal squeal* teehee. :D i just had my ko ko drink BAH.

i wont be updating my xanga nor journal for the moment. have to focus on reviving my blogger cause the readers like hilang already, hahaha.

ohyes! i can go Leo Installation Night! at first i cant cause they said insufficient ticket and loads of stuff. after some negotiation ;P i can go! hehehe. theme: fashion assasin. tiataula apa itu. xD

this week has been very gentle on me. finally feeling like a feather. :)

some of u guys might be wondering why tokek bing bung tokek.its because some houses old kan, like mine, so when theres thunders and lightnings, it will go tokek and bing bung for the falling objects. haha. :D

oh, yesterday in school: me Elaine Olivia
my upper jaw only have 13 teeth. normal people have 14.
haha, ur jaw small. :P
eleleleh, u count ur teeth eh, isit 14.
*uses tongue to count*
*recount*
ya 14.
13. haha. eh Oli, count ur upper jaw got how many teeth eh.
*counts* 16?
count again.
*counts* 20?
APALAH YOU. normal people have 14 u have 20?? count again!
*counts* oh, 14. haha.

bet u guys are counting ur teethies now. :P

times of refreshing.

2009-09-03T17:19:00.006+08:00

im back from camp DAYS ago. haha, didnt have the nerve to update my blog. lazy baaah. :P anyway, got some great pictures. very little though. and a video as well. its in my facebook. :D go visit laaaahh. want more pictures? go visit Apple's blog, definitely. :)

camp was amazing. a life changing experience. speaker was ps. Joshua Krishnan. he was awesome. :)

im lazy. imma nap now. woots. :D

times of refreshing here in Your presence,
there's no greater blessing than being with You,
my soul is restored,
my mind is renewed,
there's no greater joy Lord,
than being with You.

2009-08-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

oh, not clear. but uhm, guess who? teehee.

everybodys going away

2009-08-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

so ive been spending my day knitting shoelaces to my shoes. SO FUN RIGHT?? i know.

i should be getting ready [not to Sunnys party where most of you guys are going.] to cell group. having pot bless tonight. im bringing mashed potatoeeeesss.

leaving to camp tomorrow. happy are those who i will not interfere in their business for a couple of days. i'll lose part of my knowledge when i leave. sigh..

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

/ Pink

yes, i have and am.

Music Festival

2009-08-27T14:17:00.003+08:00

i know this is kinda off already since music fest was 4 days ago but anyways,
EKLEKTOS WON THE BAND CATEGORY.
:D its by God's grace and the teams effort made it all happen. congrats FRANCES, OSCAR, CALVIN, ERICA, STEPHANIE, STEFFI. fyi, Mandy and i screamed like crazy when they announced second place. :D

went out to 1B on Tuesday and Wednesday. nothing much happened really. yesterday was seriously a blur day for me. Steffi and Karen kidnapped me out from home to 1B. i was actually having my sleep, but a car drove to my house gate, so yeah. very very blur.

Camp Retreat is coming so soon. supa dupa cant waaaait. :) cell group this week would be the last meeting for every members in E1. after this week, E6 will be another part of the family. ahh.. man. pull the buckle tighter Jamie!

it hurts to know that that song does not sing to, for or about me anymore.

Chocolate pancakes

2009-08-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

awake

2009-08-25T03:24:00.001+08:00

webcamming and chatting with Steffi now. <3 look at the time.

yeaaah, i know right? didnt do this for a while now.

and guess what? we're going out at 11am. yeaaaahhhhh..

promises are to be broken

2009-08-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
/ All 4 One

been away for a while

2009-08-22T16:48:00.004+08:00

yeah well im having the laze to blog, just a teeny bit. i dont know if you guys have been reading my blog or not, especially the video. the video is some good stuff by the way. buka speaker, buka telinga. the title is in malay but the video is in English. please watch, really.

days passed. it has been hard for me, still striving through. unwillingly, sorta, but i feel a teeny bit better. it will come again. dont count on the jolly Jamie too much though. anyway, finally got my new phone. :] but theres one thing im really upset about. my messages cannot be transferred to the other. cant even save it into memory card, but managed to save it into the computer through SE PC suite. risky. what if my dumbo brother format the computer? everything will be GONE. im not gonna let that happen. so currently, still havent started using that phone yet. kept it in the drawer til i finally can sort things out. sigh..

Music Festival tomorrow. ticket is rm30. i dont have money man seriously. i have only rm6? still looking for a way to ask my siblings or mum for it. i cant not go laaaaaah. my church, my school, my friends are performinggg. i should, i must support. help a poor girl. :(

creepy-ish things has been happening. shook the soul out of Wendy and Apple. tiataulah. im not gonna care whats is and whats gonna happen. just stay cool and calm and everything will be just fine. *God please watch over me.* and i got immune to Happy Tree Friends. its not exciting anymore. how lah this. :(

everywhere i go, no matter what i do, what you didnt know, was that you made me love you deeper each day eversince we met on the very first day.

2009-08-19T18:36:00.001+08:00

201 post

2009-08-19T17:16:00.004+08:00

me and my heart. it pounds so hard in my ears i cant hear myself anymore, so hard that i cant breathe.

mistakes in life huh. how can i face it when theres so many. how do you want me to solve all of it. solve one and another comes. tell me how easy it is when it really isnt when the facts are written all over.

lie to me again.

i need my happy tree friends.

2009-08-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

addictive:
when u have that something, youre happy.
when you lose it, u feel very sad and cant live without it.

happy tree friends is my current cure. my satisfaction.

2009-08-17T14:38:00.005+08:00

kill me instead. bury me alive. i dont need these shits. you dont bloody know how it hurts. the pain is so unbearable. break me again. take all of me.

xanga updated.
twitter updated.
journal updated.
blogger updated.
facebook updated.

im done with my life.

kill me like a bullet

2009-08-15T15:25:00.001+08:00

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

/ James Morrison

i give it all

2009-08-14T15:10:00.006+08:00

long post. read if you care ler.

omg today was so hectic. today its our ASCF last meeting. special a bit la today, got food after CF. i was incharge of the food. it suppose to drop the food in school at 11.30am. Ernesha and i waited for that white van [we came to know that its brown, not white. ==..] til 12.30pm. panic like crazy man. borrowed Gianni's handphone to call Oscar for Gem's number to call aunty Rennie. so so regret i didnt bring my phone, argh. called aunty Rennie, she asked to call the caterer. the caterer asked me to call the driver. seriously hectic la.

the driver said he send already to the KITCHEN. so i thought it was the canteen cause there's a kitchen there. i asked both canteens, DONT HAVE. asked pn. Lo's for help, u know just in case the canteen people smuggled the food. >< i called the caterer. she gave weird instructions.
"u know from the gate. u walk straight, turn left then the kitchen is there."
i was like, HUH?? ISNT THAT THE HALL?? i didnt care la cause the koperasi was there so i thought they thought THATS the kitchen. asked, DONT HAVE.

panicked even more. Janice, Denise, Kim Ho, Ernesha and i was running here and there man, you have no idea. so i called the driver did he send to the right place.
"All Saints KK bah kan?"
"TIDAAAAKKKKK. All Saints yang the sebelah st. Agnes tu. All Saints Likas."
everything was SO SOOO messed up. the caterer was referring to All Saints Cathedral's KITCHEN. the caterer called me and tell me that i have to get the food myself cause if the driver goes, he will take a long time from Penampang to KK. and that time was 1pm already, imagine la rush hour. told pn. Lo asked if can send me go. i thought of Ah Bun cause he suppose to pick me also one after CF.

he rushed to school to get me. 1.20pm. drove to KK. got confused with the roads for a moment, reached, FOUND THE FOOOODDDD. rushed back to school. 1.40pm. Denise called while we were rushing back.
"people going home already. later we tapau the food only la."
i almost wanna cry already man that time. :( rush rush rush, before i reached to canteen, everybody saw the food. surprisingly, they cheered. i felt a teeny bit relieved, cause i told myself,"okay, have to handle Apple's and pn. Lo's teguran. ><". BUT, nothing. everyone was happy. :O

gosh. :') thank God man seriously. THANK GOD. i was praying and speaking in tongues while waiting for Ah Bun. some people that passed thought i was speaking indian or something. ==.. lots of running around man. gate to CF room to gate to canteen to CF room to canteen again to gate to CF room and to gate. and i think Ernesha and i got darker. imagine standing under the sun for an hour. :(

i said so many thank you's today. to:
Oscar for giving me Gem's number. [twice]
Gem for giving me aunty Rennie's number. [twice]
aunty Rennie for helping me to call the caterer and the number. [many times]
madam Vun, the caterer for giving me the drivers number and sort things out. [many times]
driver for... driving.
school guard for lending me his phone to call Ah Bun.
Ah Bun for driving me and lending his phone.

lastly, im so so so so sorry Elaine for ruining your birthday. :( forgive meeee... AND Derek for not having onion ringggggsss. :( i was so so scared man. my breathing now is still unstable. i still can hear my heart beat pounding in my ears. AAAAHHHH!! :/ i guess tonight's praise report is gonne be interestingggg.

Happy Birthday Elaine!

im so happy

2009-08-13T14:52:00.011+08:00

because today was dissection daaayyy!! :D the whole class stink of rodents man. uggh.. at 8am sharp we brought them down to Biology lab. teacher explained the procedure and, here comes the chloroform! it was SO creepy. their eyes are still open even when theyve fainted. i was so so scared to put my rat in. its as if the ones in the chloroform container are staring at me. DEAD SCARY.

teacher demonstrated first before we started. OH! we had visitors! Derek, Sunny, Miah. :) Olivia took the rat out of the container, cause i was too afraid. xD Elaine pinned it to the wax board and SKINNED it. opened it upppp, inner being literally exposed, haha. there was 4 livers. :O and we discovered where its pee and poop came from. we saw it too. xD the pee was bubbly. HAHA.

the best thing was, we took all the organs out. :D the saddest thing was, it died before we could see its heartbeat. :( ngeh. some of the groups turned it around and opened their brains. :O their eyeballs look like sagu. o.o

everything went well. no one puked nor cried. teacher Judy expect that we will. HAH! :P some of the lower forms came in, screamed. ==.. i scolded one of them because she yelled at my ear while i was cutting the rat. grr.. we all really looked like surgeons because of the masks and gloves. :D I SHOULDVE BROUGHT MY PHONEEEEE.

ASCF. *check*
seranta. [tomorrow.]
badminton. *check*
class photo. *check*

lazy wanna upload in facebook. i love my blog more. :P my groups rat. :D stole this from Miah.
we took out all the organs. xD

APPLE WHY YOU DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL TODAAAYYY!!!!! >=(

dissection

2009-08-12T18:11:00.003+08:00

IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I CANT WAIT MAN, I CANT WAAAAAITTT!!!! its gonna be soooo fun! :D

photo shoot week. have to look extra good everyday. xD
pandu puteri. [im secretary but they didnt call me so, blah. i go BOMBA.]
ASCF. *check* [YES YES YES!! in the picture this year.
i was absent last year when they did. ):]
seranta. [not yeettt. frrrday.]
badminton. [tomorrowwwww.]
class photo. *check*

pleeeaaaase visit my xanga. will be going to and fro, from blogger to my other blogger and to xanga, back to blogger. haha. :D

u guys seriously have to listen to Broken Strings // James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado man. its so, so, sooooo well written and sung. :)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! DISSECCTTIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOONN!!!!

its finally over

2009-08-11T15:22:00.007+08:00

wheeeeee!! oral is HISTORYYY!! phew, i did well. :D my legs went shaky shaky, but it didnt affect my speech. overall marks? 28/30 phewwww..

i cant wait for dissection! the ooey gooey hooey kooey looey dooey... haha. its on Thursday. lower form is gonna see us SLICE the rats' boday. and blooooood... and maybe some vomits. =x come ah Apple, Wendy and Mitran. photttooooo!!! :D starts at 8am til 12pm, i think. woohoo. :D

i feel the burdens, responsibilities and fun is slowly given by cell group and ASCF. things are getting exciting. i need to work hard. i have to make all things possible and from better to best. for the team and for God. i must. :)

oh, WAGAMAMA.
boss & bosses boss. xD

yeeehhhhhhhh...
she kept laughing that night. cute kaan. haha. :)
she was chewing. Oscar free show. haha.

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

/ Demi Lovato

2009-08-10T00:02:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN!

interact installation night

2009-08-09T17:45:00.004+08:00

yes, so last night was Installation Night. buckets of pictures in facebook aeh? im so glad my seranta babes had fun. :) though i feel a teeeeeny bit left out, but hey, we can hang out WITHOUT being in dinners right? :P

i went Waterfront after youth. :D a great dose of fun even when im not in Installation Night. im glad i didnt go. teeheehee.. a church of koreans visited youth. gosh, they danced so beautifully. *.* had an altercall, and yeah. it was amazing. :) the launching video will be up next week in youth. imma steal it and post it here. :D cant waittt!!

woohoo!! going Wagamama tomorrow for a cell outing. *wide grin* im coming fishiieessss!!! >O

went shopping with my sister. i left rm3.............. T.T i really need t control on my expenses. ARGH. frustrated at myself after thinking how much ive spent on unnecessary stuufffss. T.T *control Jamie control*

your voice is the soundtrack of my everyday melody.

8 months

2009-08-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

the night view of Waterfront. so prettyyy.. :)

Taylor Swift song spoil my mood. xD [sorry Wendy. :P] her song all emo emo baahh. made me thought about a lot of stuffffffs. surprisingly, im still listening to them. haha. xD bah, biarlah.

yay!! i took picture with Wendy already. like, FINALEEHHH. no wait. she took picture with me. xD oh and another yay. yay!! oral wasnt today. mine will be on Tuesday. AAAAHHHH!! thank goodness im not the first to go up. Joshua, Jeremiah, then ME! :D teacher started alphabetically from the bottom to the top, just so youre wondering.

switched to listening to The Fray. bye bye Taylor. teeheehee... :P

ASCF had a commitee meeting today. i so so SOO cant wait for the planned items that will happen this year laaaa. i was sorta upset la cause they were also talking about the next years commitees. i wasnt upset cause we're taking over and have more responsibilities crap. i was because the form 5's are leavingggg... :( its the bonded relationship. the never spoken to's and the not really close has now become buddies. a family to be exact. i guess changes are good? yeaah, the are. the commitees in years to come are gonna make a difference in CF. lets work together to glorify God's name! :D i really really cant wait. :)

what else? hmm.. i should start studying soon. have that burden-ish-ish and urge to do so. Jamie you can do it ya? :)

ohya! so i found two phones thats very interesting to me.
C901. this phone is sooooo pretty man. a very girly phone. so niceee! =3
W705. this phone has WiFi and it has Walkman player AND the battery last longer?
i know i know, so greeeedyy. i chose C because its camera based and i take a lot of pictures. but it has this thin bars in between the keypads. i text a lot so, it'll disturb me typingggg. BUT W has great musics....... suggestions? :D

updated my xanga loves! :D

some things are sealed & its for the future to discover.

fluuusshh

2009-08-06T20:27:00.006+08:00

one word: tired. no wait, two words: very tired. and yes, i still got the nerve to update my blog though i have this really annoying constant headache. :( have not been sleeping well, and had loads things to do. just so u know where all these exhaustion is coming from.

i really love my blog song. its sung by Katharine McPhee. please listen to it. pleaaaase Derek? :D teeheehee..

okay since oral is tomorrow. MIGHT be tomorrow, i shall.. revise it here? :) it will not be the exact sentences from the script, but it has the same meaning anyway.

a very good morning to Miss Sophia Tsen and to my fellow classmates. today, i am going to share some information on my experience with floorball.

floorball is a sport that was originated in Sweden. floorball is a type of floor hockey and is played indoors. the International Floorball Federation is the worldwide governing body for the sport of floorball. typical equipments for a floorball player consist of an indoor sport shoes and a floorball stick. the maximum size for a floorball stick is 105cm that is made up of carbon and composite materials. as for the goalkeepers, they wear protection gears, such as gloves, knee pads, a helmet and padded pants. a floor ball has a diameter of two and a half inches and it is very light.

each team should only field six players at a time on the court, one being a goalkeeper. a floorball game is officially played over three periods lasting twenty minutes each. there are two referees to oversee the game.

i came to know this sport when i first joined my church's youth group. i started to play and slowly got the hang of it. after much practice, i became of the best defenders. a defender is a player who assist the goalkeeper by guarding the goal. a defender is also one of the most painful post because there is no protection gear for them. i get bruises from defending the ball and it normally last for a couple of days. i got used to it after a while.

i have a floorball stick, a present from my church members. its name is Duane. Duane has a yellow-green colored blade, as well as its shaft, circled with white grips. some parents my think that floorball is a dangerous sport, but there is nothing to worry about. there are always rules in every sport and one of the common one in floorball is high stick. high stick means lifting the stick up in the air or above waist level. it is not allowed in the game, otherwise the person will be penalized. i think floorball should be introduced to schools because it is an exhalarating and fun sport.

thank you.

oww, my haand. phew, that took a long time. i know it sounds a bit informal and short, but hey, IVE MEMORISED IT ALREADY MAN. BOOOOOO.

teacher Lim Sok Hoon says: if you sleep, you will get thinner. if you dont sleep, you will get fatter. >=D i shaaalllll!

What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you

/ Colbie Caillat

sweet sound to my ears

2009-08-05T17:35:00.004+08:00

tired. really tired. todays CF treasure hunt was great. though some clues went missing. OKAY A LOT went missing, but hey, everyone had fun right? :) yay! i passed the bible quiz! pheww.

well, my ORAL [happy Mitran? haha. :P] will be on Friday. *breaaaaathesss*

headache. must ciao.

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

/ Katharine McPhee

Jamie supercallifragalisticexpeallidocious Lee

reconsider

2009-08-04T18:58:00.006+08:00

okaay, maybe not c510. Vern said the W series' batteries last longer, which got me thinking. AAHH!! :( so choices are: c510; w950i; w760i.

media team had a photo and video shoot just now. Joyce, Max and i are the VJ's. it was so much fun!
Joyce: the lively one.
Max: the dude. xD
me: the blur one.
the room was filled with laughter man. thank God it was a soundproof room? but Reese went out of battery so couldnt do more bloopers, haha. it'll be complete and up soon. imma try get the video and upload it here for you guys who arent Eklektos-ians to watch. :D stay tune!

my migraines are back. :( OH and unfortunately, aural is presented IN FRONT OF THE CLASS. omg omg omg omg. this is soo, sooooo baaad.. T.T no chilly hands and shaky shaky legs pleaaasseee..

supercallifragalisticexpeallidocious

i have the confidence to go through it all,
but will i survive? eventually?

take all of me

2009-08-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

mum says my hair is taking up my life. its too long she says. thats the point, i want to leave it long. bad thing about it is, its getting split ends. should i trim only or cut my hair to another style? but, what? :S

thanks for the phone suggestions Fiona & Nigel. :) i think ive made up my mind. C510. the color: energetic red is something out of the ordinary, but the button at the center is very ugly. total turn off, haha.

Mrs. Lorna was pissed about the h1n1 rumors spreading around the school. i guess someone sent her a text too. xD oh well, back to English aural. dream on Jamie. T.T

i should be sleeping now? nights.

never to be seen again.

beep

2009-08-02T18:57:00.004+08:00

i still cant look for a phone that im satisfied with. flip? slide? candy bar? the many people i asked told me to choose one of the Nokia models, but i prefer SE. some models i really like but it isnt suitable due to my overrated texting. apa macam ineeehhh... frustrated. :( you guys decide for me la. :D

no floorball today, as usual. OHNO. English aural coming uppp.. *dies* im so, so, SOO terrified. it might be speaking in front of the class. though im not standing on a stage, but i do have stage fright. i dont like the many eyes staring at me and the silence. :( please oh pleaaaaase be one-on-one with teacher. T.T i even get nervous sweats thinking about it. aaahh!!

i desperately need to go out to shop laa. ive been stuck in Likas area for too long. :(

things would be better if i wasnt around.

rumours runs

2009-08-02T01:19:00.005+08:00

this is my Kavita. shes leaving tomorrow. im gonna miss her so much. :( my shopping friend and a person who listens to my problems. im so grateful to have met her. :) bye bye sayang. :/

i receive a text saying that a student from 4A and 5A got infected by H1N1. real or not? nobody knows. we'll just wait til Monday then.

youth was extra great today. the Tsens worship lead: Frances and Vector. they should have a duet or something. both of them sound so good. another two star singers in Eklektos. they should go for tryouts. :) hmm well, i was at the PA. Vern showed me some gigs and tricks. first time, didnt mess up. good enough gua. a seranta in school and church. feels like a family. :) the PA was more complicated and bigger than the one in school. i only adjust the volume in school anyway so, hah.

the unexpected happened today. it should be something exciting and happy, but instead, i feel so down. i dont know why. maybe cause its different now. i couldnt do or say what i wanted to anymore. why does it have to be that way..

maybe things happen when you think of it too much.
but why does it happen otherwise of what i imagined?

its spreading

2009-07-31T13:08:00.008+08:00

St. Agnes closed. :( its coming so near to All Saints. and some people are excited about it cause they might close school too. such idiots. :( they have lives man! i mean, are you that happy that someone got the influenza A? i dont hope the school closes. :( i dont care if they replace August's holidays. selfish. :/ its not something to be happy about.

today Ms. Sophia told us something funny. she said she wrote a note or something to her senior in facebook. that senior is studying in France and when she replied, she said that Ms. Sophia's use of words are broken. what more an English teacher is she she said. there was more in between but i only remember this part. xD Ms. Sophia got so angry she planned to get a bazooka or a M16 to finish her up. xD

oh, and during Addmath, Mr. Bala
did you know st. agnes closed? whoever whose sick, do not come to school. thats a very big favour.
haha, teachers are discouraging us to go to school. :O thats a first. we're in a new chapter that involves radians & degrees. Elaine & i went 0.0 blur.
Elaine|Me
*silence*
why are we living in a cruel world of radiaaans!!.......... *in agony*
==..

my eyes cant search for you beautiful face again.

ha ha ha's

2009-07-30T15:50:00.004+08:00

yay! got my RM30!! i went to ask the uncle after school and checked. apparently, he didnt strikeout my number so thats why he didnt reload. weeeee!!! so happy. :)

teacher Lim Sok Hoon was absent so we had two free periods. so much laughter going on right after Lixian put a few drops of her eye infection medicine. xD

Wei Li|Me|Lixian|Elaine|everyone [we spoke in chinese]
ei, i lost my eraser oh. have you seen it?
nope.
ei, u know when you lose ur phone, u use someone elses phone to call where your phone is right?
ya, why?
just now when Wei Li said she lost her eraser kan, i almost said,"go call your eraser la." xD
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAH!!!
call police bah. 'police! i lost my eraser! help mee!!'
no no. SWAT team!!
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAH!!
'move move move!! FIND THAT ERASER!!' *mimics SWAT team*
'boss! operation failed. we cant find the eraser.'
no no no, CSI!!

hahaha, yeaaah. then we used a paper that contains the erasers rubbery stuff, circled it as evidence. xD there was more laughter than the conversation above. after everything, our tummys ached, watery eyes and numbed cheeks. :D we tried making more jokes but it couldnt trigger our laughter anymore. hahaha, fun day fun day. :D TULA OLIVIA. DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL. :P

Nigel! i settled with my Facebook notifications already. :D hurraaaaa. no more pointless emails!

facebook

2009-07-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

yes i finally created a facebook. apparently, i get they same reaction from everyone:
"ui, bila kau muncul oh?"
"waaah got facebook already."
"yay Jamie got facebook."
okay so facebook is getting really.. ANNOYING LA. why does it have to send an email for EVERY activities that happened. ==.. my hotmail is going to burst. anyway,

YES PEOPLE. I GOT A FACEBOOK. STOP ASKING AND JUST ADD ME OKAY????

candles!

2009-07-29T14:01:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRICILLA ANNETHIA HENG!

yay! changed my blog layout. :D i think it looks fine. first time using navigation. but i guess its all good. :D

so pissed oh today. i reloaded RM30 at the shop in front of school. when i reached home to check, THERE WAS NO RELOAD. T.T @#$!%*@$%@#
lesson: Jamie, buy the coupon LAH.
im gonna ask the uncle tomorrow. *Karennn, please teman meee..* T.T God, please let me get my RM30 back. i know i know, ive learnt my lesson. pleaaase. T.T

hot & cold

2009-07-28T19:28:00.004+08:00

i was sweating this morning when i woke up for school. i said,"i wish it'll rain." while in the bus, it rained! yay! but it was TOO HEAVY. "nooooo!!! stop stop!! how am i suppose to walk into the schoooollll...." this time, it didnt stop. it rained anyway. T.T so, from the bus, i raaaaaaaann to the gate and my uniform got all wet. it was VERY cold because i was wet and the wind was whooshing. :( when i reached my class, the rain then stopped. grrhh.. i got played, haha. well, aleast i got what i wanted? :D

i find my blog layout a lil too, old already? should i change layout? tell me tell me tell me tell me!! :D okay?

'cause im right here with you.

HOP HOP HOP

2009-07-27T14:20:00.005+08:00

okay so Yung bought me this really cute solar powered thingy for my birthday. theres 3 compartments for you to grow grass. it comes with sawdust and the seeds. i watered it twice a day. :D well, until today. cute, small shoots of grass started to grow. yipee! but last week, when i wanted to water it, guess what i saw? a friggin GRASSHOPPER. *RUNS* how the helicopter did a GRASSHOPPER hopped into my room?! when it comes to grasshoppers, im very afraid and grossed out.

anyway, i killed it. THEN, there was another one today. T.T whyyyy.... killed it with my cup mat. and, its watery stuff splurt and.. conclusion is, it died. i shall give up on growing the grass. and just keep the solar thingy. dupid grasshopper.. T.T......

before
after
cute kan got grasss? :D say bye bye. no more grasshoppers for me. :(

where have you been? ive been worried.

er shi wu

2009-07-26T18:57:00.005+08:00

my floorball jersey. pretty right? yes, its a very big shirt. :( but nice kan nice kan nice kan?? :D number choose by own self. Oscar chose 7. Terence chose... 12? lets synchronize people! :D

the laze

2009-07-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

i know, im suppose to study. but im just too lazy. and my mood is coming back. uhhhhh.. hate it.

ive decided. im not going Installation Night. have fun you formal attired peopleelo. i shall stay home, hugging my jacket, watching tv, eating chocolates. phone will put aside. no one texts me anyway. i need my red bean ice cream badly. ughhhh..

i need something to make me study. feel so frustrated and upset at the same time now. both emotions at myself. fool. aghk.

Olivia & i. [bangga la you this, haha]

2009-07-25T00:13:00.007+08:00

Olivia me Dean
Jamie, can i borrow your peka?
NO.
*angry. walks away*
*do peka*
Jamie, you have to learn how to say no.
ahh ahh. *continue doing peka*
say no.
noh.
no.
noh.
NOO.
noh.
say NO.
NOH.

updated my xanga btw. please visit. :)

on medications

2009-07-23T20:29:00.004+08:00

me love her.

so many people starting to get sick including me. :( started to have sore throat today then it slowly proceeded to having fever. high fever now. temples hurt so badly and my body is so sore. my eyes feels swollen, hot and watery. a very small appetite. im not going school tomorrow, but will be going to CF. dont worry Adriel, i'll be there.

Ujian Setara coming. please. let me be able to study. :( finally finished writing my aural. memorizing it would be tricky. i dont want Jacob to be my English teacher. :( please with strawberries on top?

yhsiw ewuo eher hoter mdlo ..hgise

Jamie Lee

sorry!

sushi!

daily lessons

L for license and + for first aid

Apple & Gar

shift

too much

E3

echoes

antiques worth more

only this much

mingle

i hantam title okay

where?

My Heart

anybody there?

costly

me and you

not to Hogwarts. :)

the ol' times

i am a conductor

tomato

gate jump

rodent

glass pieces

i love vj

a few more steps

miao and i too

get oovoo

what the love

miao and i

I HAS COME ALIVE

psshht.

Gorilla man

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

Belgian Chocolate

delivery

wifi. :]

phrrriiaannggg

gilerr

City Harvest Church

triangle

VJ & Karen's party

Tinker Bell

chocoholic freak

Leo Installation Night

early sleepers

rollercoaster ride

vocal lessons?

hailstorm

times of refreshing.

everybodys going away

Music Festival

Chocolate pancakes

awake

promises are to be broken

been away for a while

201 post

kill me like a bullet

i give it all

im so happy

dissection

its finally over

interact installation night

8 months

fluuusshh

sweet sound to my ears

reconsider

take all of me

*beep*

rumours runs

its spreading

ha ha ha's

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candles!

hot & cold

HOP HOP HOP

er shi wu

the laze

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